SAGE novel Chapter 4

Sage Miller

Everything about Ransom Everglades is luxuries, from the parking lot to the sign at the gate.

I've only been here a couple of times before and I can tell you that they take luxury to a different level.

Last time I was here I came to watch Styles play and eliminate the team that eliminated us. It seems like a lifetime ago but it was just last November.

But I'm not here for that today. Today is a special day for me and Eve, not to mention Alora.

She never believed she could graduate, She didn't believe in herself. I understand her in a way. She spent the whole senior year spiralling and drinking.

But I've seen how hard she worked towards the end of the year. She made an effort towards her education.

Now I'm here to see both of the graduate. I'm proud of both of them. she's doing something I would never do.

She's fulfilling my dream.

I stood next to my house and looked around. Parents and their children buzzing with life and excitement.

I let myself slip into a lot of sadness knowing that dad would want to be here. He'd be so happy and proud of her little princess. Just as I am.

Even if I did want to graduate I would never have this. My parents would never take pictures with me and tell me their proud because I have none.

At least Has her mother, Wren. It would be sad if she didn't have her. That's my comfort. She has Wren.

I shook my head to get my mind out of that thought. Alora and Eve were behind me looking extremely excited.

"I'm so nervous right now." Eve said clutching my right arm.

I chuckled and side glanced at her.

"You'll be fine." I reassured her smiling. "You've practiced that speech too many times."

"Yeah. You'll be excellent like always." Alora said. I detected the sad tone in her voice but chose to let it go for now.

I didn't need anymore sadness for today.

"It's just that_" Eve started then looked down like she's was struggling on what to say. "Nothing."

She whispered softly and sad. I know what's her problem. No matter how hard she tried she's still hung up on his stupid ex. I just wish he doesn't show up tonight because God help me.

I've dealt with so many fucking meltdown courtesy of that asshole in the past month. Eve is doing much better now and him being here will set her back.

I pulled my sister in and hugged her. I placed a soft kiss on her temple.

"I love you sis and don't worry to much. You'll rock the stage, I heard your speech waaaaay to many times. It's awesome." I encouraged her. "Now get over to Wren she calling for you."

She turned around and looked at them. She then looked at me. I smiled warmly at her and gestured for her to go.

"I'll be back okay." I nodded and she walked away.

Today was one of the good days for her. She was bubbly and buzzing with excitement.

All this time Smurf was quiet. I looked at her and realised that she's miles away in thought.

"Earth to Smurf." I snapped my finger in her face and she jolted right back to reality.

"What? You were saying?" She asked confused. I gave her a look and shook my head.

"What's wrong Al?" I asked softly. She opened her mouth but I spoke before her. "And don't tell me nothing."

She opened her mouth then closed it again. She seemed to be at lost for words. She tried to hide her long and sad face but she failed.

"You know you can tell me anything. I'm always here for you." I urged her. I gave her little push.

"It's silly and petty." She tried to brush it off but I can see that whatever it was. It was eating her inside.

"It's not silly or petty." I brushed her cheek with the back of my hand.

"It's just that__" She started. "Look at her." I followed her line of sight and saw that her eyes were in my sister. I frowned confused.

"What about her?" I asked hesitantly. I'm not sure I wanted to hear her speak horribly about my sister.

If she did, we wouldn't get along at all. I'm protective of Eve.

"She's so perfect. Everything any parent would want in a daughter. She excelle in everything she does. She's so beautiful. Look at her." She said. "She's so happy. Everybody loves her."

I watched Eve to see what Alora was talking about. Eve looked so happy with them. Wren, Zac even Ben and Alex gushed over her. They showered her with love.

Even from a distance you could see how much they adore Eve. but I still didn't get what does that have to do with her.

I turned back to Alora.

"What's that got to do with you though?" I asked again.

"Look around Sage. I'm here with you not my family. My father barely pays attention to me. I'm a disappointment to him and a failure." She started and my brows pecked up in surprised. "I'm barely graduating high school. The opposite of her."

Her voice cracking and making my heart break in the process.

"Al__" I started but she cut me off.

"Don't say anything. I know what I am. You know she's the first real friend I ever made by myself. I didn't have to follow Linkin to be friends with her. She's genuinely my friends."

"I didn't know that." I whispered.

"She is. I've spent my whole like in Linkin's shadow and he's the one with the friends. I've always been afraid to live his side because he's the one with friends until I met her. She was always my friend and then I met you. But that doesn't change what I am. I'll always be a failure. I'm not perfect like her and I try so hard, I help people and be good to people but I'm never the one they choose."

I wanted to tell her how much Eve struggled each morning just to smile. I wanted to tell her that she pushed so she can be the way she is. I wanted to tell her that she is Eve's first real friend. I wanted to tell her Eve's story but it wasn't mine to tell.

I looked at Eve then at the beautiful woman next to me who didn't feel enough in her own skin.

"Look Alora, you are perfect, in my eyes. I see you. The real you. You don't need to be like Eve. You are not a failure." I explained but she frowned and looked away.

"You're just saying that because that's what I want to hear." She mumbled.

"You're right maybe I am but maybe am not. I've known you long enough to give you a review of yourself." I said firmly  and she turned and looked at me.

I just wish she could see herself with my eyes. Maybe she could see how worthy she is, just as much as Eve.

"You're so beautiful and smart when you want to. I don't think you're barely graduating because you are a failure. No. I think it's because you didn't try hard before the last couple. I wish I could give you my eyes and see what I see in you."

Her eyes watered but she blinked the tears away.

"You're my Smurf. Strong willed and strong minded. Don't forget that." I lightly pushed her but she blocked.

"Thank you. I feel a lot better now." She wrapped her arms around me.

I smiled in triumph. I just want her to be happy and see herself like I see her. Her father is a fool for not appropriating her.

"I'm still trying to process whatever is going on between the two of you." Evernly startled us. She said as she waved a finger up and down at us. "So for my sanity please, stop."

We laughed and broke off the intimate moment we were having.

"Let's head inside the ceremony is about to start." Eve urged and I groan. I wanna see her graduate but the sitting through the whole ceremony will be torture. I can't even sit still for ten minutes.

"I told Wren to save you a seat." She told me and pulled Alora as she entered the building.

I have nothing against Wren. Not anymore at least. We have a healthy relationship and I sort of like her. After all how could I not because she's a replica of Eve. Her attitude and personality and her looks.

The ceremony started and I tapped on my phone. I zoned the whole thing out. I saw Alex and Ben doing the same thing. I smiled to myself, those two are trouble makers.

They started by listing this year's accomplishments, from football to swimming to chess games.

I stood up and went to the bathroom to stretch my legs. I've been sitting for thirty minutes straight. I could feel cramps coming on.

In my way back I spot someone who made the hair at the back of my neck stand. Horrified I look closely but the crowd swallow him.