Chapter 23
CAMILLE’S POINT OF VIEW
The scream ripped from my throat before I was fully awake, my body jackknifing upright in bed. Sweat soaked through my silk nightgown, heart hammering against my ribs like it might break through. For a moment, I didn’t know where I was, lost in the space between nightmare and reality.
Rose’s face, smiling as I drowned. Stefan watching from the shore, doing nothing. Their fingers intertwined as they witnessed my death, as casual as if they were watching a sunset.
“Ms. Kane?” A knock at my bedroom door. “Do you need assistance?”
The night guard. New guy. Torres or Torrez. I couldn’t remember his name. Victoria rotated security personnel regularly, another layer of protection in her perfectly orchestrated world.
“I’m fine.” I called back, voice steadier than I felt. “Just a dream.”
“Yes, ma’am. Dr. Reed has been notified as per protocol.”
Of course she had. Everything in Victoria’s mansion was monitored, measured, reported. Privacy was a luxury I’d surrendered along with my old identity. I checked the clock 3:17 AM. Another night ruined by memories that refused to stay buried.
Six months of training. Six months of becoming someone new. Six months of Victoria’s relentless program to transform me from victim to avenger. And still, my subconscious betrayed me, dragging me back into drowning dreams night after night.
My phone lit up with a text: My office. 15 minutes. -Dr. Reed*
No sympathy. No option to reschedule. Just a command thinly disguised as a message. Typical of Victoria’s handpicked psychologist.
I shuffled to my bathroom, splashing cold water on my face. The woman in the mirror had changed dramatically since Victoria had found me, cheekbones sharper from the surgical refinements, hair styled in an elegant bob, eyes harder from months of combat training. But in the hours after a nightmare, I still saw traces of the old. Camille beneath the carefully crafted exterior. Vulnerable. Afraid. Weak.
Dr. Reed would not approve.
Hero
office looked exactly as it always did, clinically organized, dimly lit, with two leather chairs facing each other across a glass table. No couch. No friendly plants of personal photos to soften the atmosphere. Dr. Reed didn’t believe in comfort during our sessions. The sharp angles and sterile surfaces matched her approach, precise, unforgiving, designed to cut through emotional defenses.
“Same dream?” she asked, silver–streaked dark hair pulled back in a severe bun, eyes sharp as they assessed my disheveled state. Al fifty–something, she had the toned physique of someone half her age and the penetrating Paze of someone who regularly dissected minds for sport.
“Yes” I sank into the leather chair, the cool surface a stark contrast to my overheated skin. “I’m in the car, Water rising Pose and Stefan watching from the bridge, smiling the door’s jammed. I scream for help, but they just watch. Rose whispers something to Stefan. He laughs. Then the water covers my face and.” My voice caught. “I start to drown.”
“Any variations from previous instances?”
“Rose was wearing my wedding dress this time.” The detail had twisted like a knife in my gut, even in sleep..
Dr. Reed made a note on her tablet. “Six months of nightmares. Who told you stopping them was the goal?”
“Isn’t that what therapy is for? Healing trauma?”
“Conventional therapy, yes. But you’re not receiving conventional therapy, Camille. You’re receiving specialized psychological conditioning designed for Victoria Kane’s specific objectives.”
“Which are?”
“To weaponize your trauma rather than heal it. Your pain is power if you control it instead of letting it control you. Do you think Victoria became who she is by processing her grief in healthy ways? By moving on from what the Prestons did to her daughter?”
The bluntness hit me like a physical blow. She moved to a cabinet, retrieving a virtual reality headset. State–of–the -art, probably custom–made. Nothing but the best in Victoria’s world.
“Put this on,” she instructed. “I think you’re ready for immersion therapy. Time to control the outcome of your nightmare.”
I emerged from the river like an avenging angel, dressed in a tailored power suit, hair perfectly styled, makeup Пlawless, Rose’s smile faltered as I stood on the water’s surface. When I raised my hand, the bridge began to crumble beneath them.
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