Chapter 32*** Me or them!
Pink pov***
I was so fucking angry, how could Valdo hide something like that from me?! I don’t even know that truth yet. But after deciding to leave him forever. I just couldn’t! it wasn’t easy to do so.
Yes, having a mate wasn’t easy to break up that strong bond between us easily. And seriously even though I felt humiliated and I felt that I completely lost my dignity but I couldn’t let them win that game.
I know that Derek wanted me to leave Valdo to take advantage of me. I know that Derek wasn't a good alpha.
I know that wasn’t love, the one who loves will never hurt his second half ever. I wondered and I was deeply curious why Derek was doing that!
But all I cared about at that moment was to keep my love and my mate with me. I would never surrender to others tricks and traps.
I knew from the start that all of them would try to make Valdo leave me. I couldn’t say that I was so smart but I guess my head led me to the right thing.
I couldn’t know how I found the gut to command Derek to kneel and how I threatened him bluntly. As if it wasn’t me at all. as if a ghost controlled me, not just my heart.
I was sure that my wolf was so strong at that moment even so my wolf didn’t start a conversation with me yet. But deep inside me, I was feeling earning more strength and confidence.
For them, every one of them wanted to keep the throne and be more powerful than the other. And by that, they wanted to keep me to keep their own dignity. But no one asked me about what I really want.
If they asked me to choose, I would deftly choose normal life. Normal house and a kind mate who will love me forever and ever. That was the only thing I dreamed of. And for sure to find out where the hell I did come from and why my real parents left me in the forest alone to my unknown destiny.
Maybe I would never forgive them for doing that even if they informed me with a reasonable reason. But I was more curious. I blamed myself for things. My mind was bewildered almost my life to find an answer to that.
Sometimes, it came to my mind that my real parents might be killed or maybe they got scared of my Pink eyes or maybe I wasn’t good enough for them to keep me.
Too many questions bombarded my brain.
And I hated myself when the king Valdo who abandoned me had died and after that Derek blamed me for his death! I couldn’t know back then why he could blame me.
It was just unfair for a little girl to be blamed for something like that.
But when I grew up, I realized that all was just bullshit. And he was keeping something. I wasn’t sure and still not sure yet. Maybe because I was naive and innocent as all of my pack used to say behind my back.
I was glad that they didn’t call me a slut or something behind my back. At least they were sure I was the purest wolf among all of them.
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