Sir madame has run away again (Lily and Carson) novel Chapter 465

Chapter 465

“The truth is, I don’t know why I love you. I just can’t control my feelings for you. I also don’t know how long I will love you. People say that loving someone is forever, never leave them. the other, but I don’t know if I’ll feel the same way about you until the kingdom comes.”

“And the lie?”

“The lie is, I love you and want to be with you forever.”

I laugh bitterly. He’s telling me the truth. Forever is a long time, so who knows what will happen in the future? Those who simply make such a promise are either liars or impulsive. Unfortunately, I was previously blind and foolishly fell for Carson’s deception to finally end up in such a miserable state. “Actually, I don’t love Carson. I really don’t love him. Since I found out that he cheated on me and did so many despicable things to me, my love for him has ceased to exist. You said that hate is only as strong as love, and I don’t deny the truth of that statement, but my revenge on him has nothing to do with love. I guess I’m just resentful.

“So you like me?”

“I don’t know. I guess I’m a little scared of you.”

“Because?”

“Your mood is volatile. In addition, you are petty and petty. I’m worried every second of every day, worried that you’ll make life difficult for me if I piss you off. As you say, I really thought once of asking your help to get revenge on Carson, but I’m afraid you’ll see right through me, so I tread with caution as if I’m walking on thin ice. Otherwise, I wouldn’t have allowed you to bully me like that considering my temperament.”

“Is that your impression of me?” Eric was very surprised.

“Didn’t you know that?”

“No. I thought you would at least like me a little bit.” His hand that was holding my leg tightened.

“I dare not like you.”

“Because?”

“It is important not to try something beyond our reach. What right do I have to like someone when I’m in such a situation right now?” I laugh wryly.

“I forbid you to look at yourself like that. Lilian, you are a kind and beautiful woman. You are worthy of love.”

“Kind? I’m not kind. If I was kind, I would let go, allowing Carson and Jolene to be together. In fact, I am wicked, willing to do anything to achieve my goal.” With that, I sighed. If I were kind, I wouldn’t be associating with him right now. No matter how open society is, my behavior is now inappropriate. “However, I admit that I have something to do with beauty. I was very pretty when I was young, although now I’m a little dirty.”