Sir madame has run away again (Lily and Carson) novel Chapter 474

Chapter 474

Splashing some cold water on my burning face made me feel better. I forced myself to take a few deep breaths as I thought to myself, Eric means nothing to me so I shouldn’t be angry. He didn’t force me to have sex with him and he wouldn’t have treated me like this if I had been more adamant in my refusal. I shouldn’t blame him since all I have to blame is myself for forgetting the lessons I learned in the past.

It wasn’t after spending a lot of time in my room that I could make up my mind. Rather than stay, I felt like leaving Germany immediately, but I would have to tell Eric about this as he was holding my passport so I couldn’t leave like that even if I wanted to. So I decided to talk to him about it without betraying my own emotions after he woke up.

My mood improved after thinking about things in my room, after which I checked the airline tickets on my phone. There were no direct flights. from Hamburg to Riverdale, so I would need a transfer in Frankfurt. As I passed the flights, I locked the first one, which was scheduled to leave

tomorrow at noon.

With a plan in mind, I opened the door and went downstairs to wait for Eric to talk him through it. However, I heard people talking as I reached the living room and could see Beverly and Eric eating dinner at the table while Sharon watched them with a smile on her face.

Beverly had already taken off her nightgown and changed into casual clothes. There was a smile on her face, while Eric’s expression was clouded when his back was to me. However, judging by how happy Beverly looked, I figured he must be smiling too. I could feel a fleeting sense of sadness deep inside me, which shouldn’t have been there in the first place, as this wasn’t the time to wallow in such emotion, so I took a deep breath before stepping into the room.

dining room.

With a smile, Sharon greeted my entrance: “Ms. Hawkins”.

Beverly greeted me with a gentle smile as she looked at me. “Good morning.”

Meanwhile, Eric didn’t turn around, concentrating on eating his breakfast. The fact that he didn’t even look at me left me feeling humiliated. Fortunately, Sharon was an observant woman, so she asked, “Ms. Hawkins, would you like something to eat?”

“No thanks.”