Sir madame has run away again (Lily and Carson) novel Chapter 486

Chapter 486
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It was torture being with a possessive man, just like Isabella’s ex-boyfriend, the one she told me about earlier. As a possessive man, he didn’t allow her contact with anyone, especially other men, and she wasn’t allowed to talk excessively with others. In addition to being selfish, he was also bossy and never considered others, which made him an absolutely depraved person.
Now, I had noticed that Eric was also bossy and selfish. Besides, he always meant what he said. Could he be such a depraved person too?
If that were true then wouldn’t I be in trouble? Finding a disgusting asshole like Carson was exhausting enough, so wouldn’t it be like suicide if I got involved with another possessive man like Eric? Unlike Carson, against whom I could still conspire, there was no chance against him.
No, I decided I didn’t want to go into the tiger’s den right after I escaped the wolves.
It wasn’t a big deal if I didn’t agree to this arrangement anyway, but it was better for me to stay away from him. With that thought in mind, I turned
and left.
After only a few steps, I heard running footsteps behind, and then Eric grabbed my hand, glaring at me. ‘Have you lost your mind?’
‘Eric, 1-I don’t want to be with you anymore.’
‘What do you mean?’
‘That means this is the end of us. I don’t want to have anything to do with you from now on.
‘What is the reason?’
‘With no reason. Our involvement with each other was a mistake to begin with, so I’d like to get back on track before things become irreversible.’
‘You’re pretty cool with things, aren’t you, Lilian?’ With a look of contempt in his eyes, he further asked, ‘Don’t you want to take revenge on your husband?’
‘My revenge against him has nothing to do with you.’
– But I guess so. Lilian, I’m a man of my word and I’ll do what I promised you this morning. So, you too must keep your promise and be my wife from now on!’ he said as he pulled me into his arms. ‘Don’t make me mad now, or you’ll regret it tonight.’
“Can you please be reasonable?”
‘Of course I can, but don’t expect me to be reasonable when I’m angry, because if you really piss me off then I’ll do some things you don’t want to.
to see.’
Without moving an inch, I stared at him intently as he met my gaze as well. After a moment, I finally said, ‘You’re scaring me,
Eric!’
‘Lilian, as long as you are obedient, I will love you twice as much. This part of me hasn’t changed, so you don’t have to be afraid of me.’
‘Obedient? Just like a slave without freedom and thoughts of his own? Should I always be there for you and call all the time? So will you kiss me when you’re happy and patronize me when you’re unhappy? Eric, what kind of woman do you think I am? Your toy?
The moment he said the last sentence, a storm formed in his eyes as he stared at me solemnly. It gave me the feeling that he was about to hit me, making me stagger in fear.
Will he hit me?
While I felt distraught, Eric was non-violent and controlled his anger. When he calmed down after a while, he said, ‘Lilian, I didn’t know you were so afraid of me. It’s my bad. I’ll control myself and I won’t treat you like this anymore.
Does he mean that he would change? This flattered me quite a bit, as I had actually prepared myself for him to have an all-out fight with me in his tantrum. ‘Are you really going to change?’
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