Allena-- (continued)
I saw his eyes and they just show hates for me and it brings tears in my eyes. Hurriedly i took all the dishes and runs out of his room. I put all the dishes is kitchen, wash them and runs towards my room for CRYING, CRYING AND CRYING.
What I did with them, with dadda, with mumma, with daddy (Aaron's father), with him or with his girlfriend? WHAT???
"Why you leave me here in this crule world dad? WHY? I was you princess na, then WHY? I thought you leave me but mumma never does, but she's also proved me wrong. Now I thinks that after today our moments he changes, maybe he start treating me as his wife, but again I proved WRONG!" I scream seeing the sky from my balcony and crying hard.
The whole night I cry sleep was far from my eyes. All pains in this world is only for me? Is I'm god's favourite creature in his world to play with and give pain to me? Can't he give me a little happiness? Is I'm not good in his eyes so that he gives me a little happiness?
With these thoughts I don't know when I fall in the deep sleep, from where I didn't wanted to wakeup now.
Next morning I wokeup before the time, and did morning chores, took shower and wore a t-shirt and baggy jeans. Tied my hairs in messy bun.
I moved towards the kitchen, cook breakfast for him and put it on the table and covered it with another plate, also put a chit writing, 'that I'm going out for some work and come back before he go for office.'
As yesterday he meets with an accident' so i go to brings a doctor for his check up, I don't have any doctor's number, so I personally going to brings a doctor for his further check up. But it's also MY FAULT that I feel pain seeing him in pain, that I brings doctor for him because I can't tolerate his health, that I FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM. Yes! yesterday night I feel my love for him, and I also know that it's going to hurt me like hell in future. But who cares?
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