The Alpha novel Chapter 16

His hands were all over my body, skimming every area he could, it was heavenly. Everything about it. I wasn’t worried, I was accepting. He was at my entrance, and then I was ripped from my bliss.

I woke up.

I was stunned, I’ve have had a dream where I was that willing do to sexual acts. I wanted it to last longer, shamefully, I’d admit that.

But when I woke up, my body was on fire. Not literally, but I was sweating. I felt so heated. A groan escaped my lips at the sensation. Maybe I just need a shower?

I got up out of bed and went into the bathroom, locking the door and stripping before stepping into the cold shower. The chilled water cascaded down my brown locks, onto my ugly back and down to the drain. My body seemed to cool down for a little but soon flared up again.

I ended up just sitting down and letting the water wash over me. There was a deep ache, a pull in my chest.

( ‘Violet, we need Derek…’ )

There was no way. No. I’ve endured pure pain for the past twelve years, a little temperature isn’t going to make me go running to Derek, not after what he did.

I sat there for possibly hours, it was a long time. I finally got out- pruney and all, and got dressed in a short-sleeved shirt and some shorts.

I don’t usually wear such revealing articles, but I was already sweating. I was quite thankful Mallory got some shorts, short-sleeved shirts, and tank-tops.

A cook came up knocking on my door giving me a sandwich, before leaving. I groaned and slowly ate it, only to be throwing it up shortly after.

( ‘We need Derek.’ )

'Little slut…'

( ‘Ignore that, get Derek!’ )

I groaned as I grabbed my head, the arguing was causing a headache. I laid on the ground to find some sort of comfort, but none came. The spot between my neck and shoulder was aching and tears started to form at the heat-filled pain coursing through my body.

I laid for hours, seeing the room dim with every passing minute. Nighttime falling, and it was funny, no one came to the room, usually, people did.

( 'He's coming' )

...Huh?...

The door opened and I looked up to see Derek standing. He closed the door and neared me. My wolf whined in my head and Derek’s eyes darkened when he took a whiff of the air.

Unwillingly, a groan left my lips and he crouched down to me.

( ‘Yes!’ )

...No! He slept with someone else!...

'Good, no one wants you…'

“Violet,” his voice was deep, lustful almost, “my Flower, listen to me, you’re in h-”

“Derek, please…” I didn’t know what I was pleading for, my mouth seemed to have a mind of its own.

His eyes darken and took a breath, scanning my body. I didn’t feel insecure, instead, I moved towards him.

“Violet, you’re in heat,” he sternly told me.

Oh. I knew what that was, thanks to doctor Reseda. It was basically like a dog’s heat, but if you were mated, you wanted his or hers touch. Part of me, a big, huge part didn’t care, it just wanted him.