The Babysitter novel Chapter 36

Chapter 36: (Aubrey's POV)- I Have Feelings

"Wait! Vi an-and Ace are down- they're downstairs," I spoke through tears before we entered.

"I'll tell them to leave once I take care of you," he spoke as he smoothly opened the door with his foot and sat me down on the bed. "What the hell happened? Are you alright?" he asked as he wiped my tears away.

"I'm fine I don't- I don't want to ruin the night, go downstairs." I wiped my tears, pushing his hands away.

"Are you crazy? You're not ruining anything. I knew I shouldn't have let you answer the door, damn it. You're drunk, I should've answered it. You're not in a condition to handle any situation, you could barely handle the alcohol." He brushed my hair out of my face before getting up. He looked around the room for something before going into his bathroom and coming out with toilet paper. "I'm sorry I don't have any tissues but uh-" He handed me the roll.

I let out a small laugh before wiping my tears. I thought I was done crying and put the toilet paper away but as soon as I locked eyes with him, I began crying all over again.

"Aubrey," he sighed while kneeling in front of me. "What happened? I need to know the whole thing." He grabbed my hands which rested in my lap. "Please don't cry." He wiped my tears away, again.

I tried to calm myself down but I just couldn't do it. I don't know why or what it would take to calm me down but it just wasn't happening. I just wrapped my arms around his neck again, crying even harder.

"Aubrey, would you like a minute to yourself?" he mumbled into the hug.

I nodded slightly, pulling away.

"I'm going to tell them to head out, okay? I'll be back," he told me gently before heading out and downstairs. I heard the front door open and close before footsteps came back up, and the door opened revealing Xavier. "You okay?" he asked as he took a seat beside me.

I stayed silent for a moment, not knowing how to answer that. "No." I shook my head gently, choking up.

"Has he always been like that?" Xavier asked after a moment of silence.

"No." I shook my head. "He was drunk too. He didn't mean it." I don't know why I'm defending him.

"That doesn't make what he did right. He hurt you, Aubrey," he explained.

I nodded, "I know that. I just can't believe he did it. He's lost his mind," I spoke in all honesty. I genuinely believe he needs help.

"Can I ask you something?" he requested. I nodded in response. "Why didn't you say yes? I thought you two were- I don't know, something," he questioned, careful not to push.

"I couldn't say yes to him. I-I wouldn't have meant it, it wouldn't be true. And I can't lie to him about something like that." I took deep breaths, calming down now.

"Why wouldn't it be true? I thought he was your boyfriend?" he asked in confusion. Why is he playing naive and dumb?

I shook my head, "He's not my boyfriend and you know that." I avoided his eyes.

He admitted, "Okay, I did. But why say no? I thought you liked him?" he questioned.

I shook my head again, "I don't. I have feelings for someone else." I mumbled hoping he wouldn't hear me but he did.

"F-for who? Do I know him?" he asked me.

I nodded, "Very well." I sighed. "He's a lot like you actually." Confusion graced his face. "It is you, actually," I whispered to myself, grateful he didn't hear it.

"Can you tell me who it is? I'll get closure too," he requested.

"Don't think too much, Parker. You know who it is." I told him truthfully.

He thought for a minute before shaking his head. "I-I can't think of anybody. I don't have one name in my head. I don't know who you talk to. Who is it, Aubrey?" His voice broke a little at the end.

"I'll give you a hint. I can give you his middle name," I suggested. He never told me his middle name but I knew it. He nodded, encouraging me to go on. "Liam." I bit back my smile.