Science went by too quickly. I kind of wish Toni and I had more classes together. Toni was walking me to my art class even though his class was on the opposite side of the building.
"Are you sure it's okay? You're going to be late." I asked him again, feeling guilty.
"Yes I'm certain. I love walking with you. I'm taking every extra minute I can with you." He pulled at my hand turning me into him and giving me a quick hug, before turning me back around. It was so fast I almost didn't realize what happened.
We got to the art room faster than either of us intended. He let go of my hand and I felt so empty all of a sudden. The more time I spend with him the lonelier I get when he's gone.
"I'll meet you outside for lunch. I'll come sit with you." He smiled at me as he left down the hall. He looked back at me a couple times, catching me watching him.
"Are you going to come in?" Josh's head peaked out from the room, bringing me out of my daze. I cleared my throat real quick.
"Yeah. Yup." I was caught off guard.
"What's got your head in the clouds?" He asked me as I took my seat beside him.
"It's nothing." I was too embarrassed to tell him that Toni was taking up every part of my mind.
Josh and I were talking about his songs and the club, when Dex walked in. He had a mustard yellow turtleneck sweater, black jeans and vans on with a black beanie. He eyed Josh from across the room and then met my eyes. I quickly looked away remembering what happened last time.
"I didn't know he had this class." I muttered to Josh.
"Yeah, who'd you think used the other station beside me." He smiled at me not realizing how inconvenient this is for me.
'Remember keep your mind guarded' Talia's voice echoed in my head.
I placed that bubble around it. I really don't know if that works against sirens, but better safe than sorry. I don't think he'll do anything at school either.
Dex took a seat, grabbing his things. Today we were supposed to paint still life. There was a vase of sunflowers with a big burlap bow on it for us to paint. We all got to work focused and silent for a while.
"I saw a picture of you and Ember circulating around. Wanna tell me what happened between you two at 220?" I heard Josh ask Dex.
He was whispering very lowly, without my sensitive hearing I would have had a hard time hearing him. I could feel Dex's eyes on me, but I knew better than to stare back. I just continued painting like I wasn't paying attention to them.
"Honestly, nothing happened. I thought I could get a kiss goodnight, but her guy wasn't having it." I could hear the smile in his voice.
I remembered Toni punching him for touching me. I still remember the feeling clearly, of wanting him to touch me. It still feels weird to think about. I still feel the remnants of that want in me. It feels like a gross reminder that I was controlled by him.
"I thought I told you not to mess with this one. You always pull that shit Dex. I always bring a girl and you manage to snake her from me." Josh sounded upset. Although I'm not sure why he feels like I was snaked away from him. I was never his.
"Don't worry Josh. I won't do anything unless she asks me to." I turned to face them.
'She'll ask soon enough.' I heard Dex's voice enter my mind. His eyes met mine for a moment and he furrowed his eyebrows, confused. 'How are you in my head?'
I jumped, surprised he could tell I heard him. No one had been able to tell until now. He smiled at my reaction. Any interest he had in me only seemed to peak now.
"You alright?" Josh asked, noticing me jump.
"Yeah, I just thought I saw a spider." I lied. I knew I shouldn't look into Dex's eyes, but something in me told me it would be okay.
Boy am I stupid. I felt myself get sucked into his mind. I was no longer in the art room, but on a beach with white soft sand. The ocean waves crashed against the sand hard creating that white foam you see in paintings. The water was crystal blue and the clearest I had ever seen an ocean be.
"So, you can invade my mind." Dex's voice surprised me, causing me to jump forward and quickly turn to face him.
"Where are we?" I asked, confused. Did he bring me here? He looked at me in slight disbelief.
"You've invited yourself deep into my mind. This is where I keep my siren side until I need it." He explained it to me. "What are you? I thought you were a wolf, but wolves can't just invade the minds of others like this."
I backed away as he approached with his hands outstretched. He wanted to touch me, but I knew that would be bad.
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