The Rebirth of the Betrayed Alpha novel Chapter 105

Running his hand through his hair, a drop of water falls from the leaves to his lips and Nathaniel licks off the bitter taste. The memory of him and Alexandra runs through his mind and he pauses wishing for nothing more than to erase that sweet yet bitter memory of her.

Holding unto that memory, he was sure was only going to hurt him since he had already lost her to Adam.

"So is him you really love Alexandra"

Nathaniel closes his eyes, hoping it was him with her having a picnic in the woods and not Adam.

"He will never treat you like you deserve"

"He will not make you happy the way I can"

Nathaniel couldn't imagine life with Alexandra, if there was one thing he was sure about was that Adam didn't deserve Alexandra. He doesn't deserve to be by her side, he doesn't deserve to win against him, for Alexandra to pick his side and try to call off their wedding.

"What exactly am I lacking?" He opens his eyes aware that he wasn't perfect but he was certainly the right mate for her until Alexandra picked Adam Hawthorn.

The same man she didn't want hear about, the man she has claimed to detest yet she had allowed him into her bedroom and almost tried to keep it away from him but somehow everything blew up in her face and he got to know about.

As her face crosses through his mind,. Nathaniel wasn't sure which side of her was ever real and sincere when they spent time together. Was it the fearless Alpha who loves to set boundaries and piss him off everytime or was it the mate who wanted to be by his side the day Veronica had tried to kill her. The one who he wanted to protect with his life; the same one who begged him not to leave his side.

As memories invaded his mind, tears brims down his cheeks and for the first time in so many years, Nathaniel could feel his heart in a bleeding. No one has made him feel worse than himself, he tried harder to try and make her his flaws but Alexandra was complicated, maybe too complicated that he couldn't handle her and so she went to Adam Hawthorn.

"This is ridiculous, I'm crying" He chuckles, wiping the tears off his face

"Alexandra Guerrero"