Lulu asked, "Why do you insist on taking me away?"
"Or what, am I supposed to not care while you get yourself killed?" Irene snapped, not abiding with her self-destructive tendencies just then. "Has anyone lived their lives without facing setbacks and rough patches? Is that worth getting killed for? There wouldn't be that many people alive if that were the case."
"Did they suffer like I do?" Lulu countered.
Irene was stumped, but there definitely had not been many who suffered like Lulu did.
Even so, Irene pushed on. "It's always darkest before the dawn."
"I'm tired," Lulu replied, shaking her head and reluctant to speak further.
Irene knew that Lulu was refusing to see reason and pressed, "If you're not going to do it for anyone, do it for Jean. Just think about it—what if Zachary marries someone and Jean has to live with a stepmother? You should know very well that the stepmother would definitely abuse Jean and put her through all the pain in the world. In fact, you weren't allowed to stay in your own house when your father remarried and when you're an adult! How miserable would it be for Jean to live without a mother, even as a child?"
Despite what she said, Irene knew very well that Zachary loved Jean and would never remarry on a whim, let alone allow Jean to suffer in any way.
She just needed a reason to persuade Lulu to keep living—even if it hurt.
And to no surprise, Lulu's expression changed ever so slightly.
Mothers are strong, as the saying goes, and Irene was convinced that Lulu would find the will to live for Jean.
As such, Irene continued to harp on. "If you're alive, you could at least take Jean back if Zachary remarries and Jean's stepmother mistreats her. At the very least, she won't be abused—or have you not seen news of how stepmothers abuse stepchildren?"
"Stop it." Lulu turned away.
"No, I think I'll keep this up—you can't even care for your child, and all you want is to be free. That makes you a selfish mother who gave birth to her child but could not even protect the child. Why did you bring Jean to this world at all?"
Irene kept going despite Lulu's reluctance to hear more—she insisted on hurting Lulu so Lulu would feel the will to live.
For Lulu's part, it was not as if she completely refused to think for Jean's sake.
However, at that very moment, she could not face herself—not because she was disfigured, since she was not afraid of being ugly.
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