Olivia POV
Olivia POV
”How did this happen?” - I ask them while I keep Michael’s body close to mine.
”Who did this?” - I ask them after no-one gives me an answer.
”I fucking asked who did this?” - I shout at them and I can see Joseph’s face falling
”Olivia, I'll explain everything later”
”Don’t fucking treat me as if I am a child” - I say to Raphael.
Raphael walks away and I know he is going to his office. When things get tough he hides away so he doesn't snap at me.
”That’s not fair Olivia” - Joseph says
”What?” - I snap at him.
”Raphael is suffering as well, it's not just you, he might have that tough guy thing going on but he feels, and we lost a few of our men today and he is mourning for them”
The realisation that Raphael lost more people than me came crushing. Shit.
”I’ll take care of Michael” - Petra says lifting me from the floor and wiping the tears from my face. I nod my head and I look down at the men that were always keeping me safe and become my friend in the end.
I walk towards Raphael’s office and I knock on the door.
”NOT NOW” - he shouts from the inside
I open the door and look inside and I find him sitting on his chair with his feet on top of the desk, the office is a mess, the papers are all scattered around the floor, there's a broken chair on the floor. Shit. He is pissed off and I made it worse.
“Raphael”
“Not now Olivia”
“I’m sorry” - I tell him and his eyes shot up at me. I can see red.
I walk towards him and he let out a deep breath.
“I am sorry” - he says to me
“You don’t have to apologise “
“He died because of me, he was your friend”
“Yes he was, but he was your friend too. And I know you are suffering right now, I shouldn’t have said what I did, I’m sorry”
Raphael takes his feet from the table and he makes me a signal to sit on his lap and that’s what I do. I straddle him and he hugs me tight. He puts his lips near my neck and gives small kisses sending shivers down my spine.
I wrap my arms behind his neck and allow him to take me in. I kiss him in the top of his head while his hands go up and down my back.
“I love you” - I tell him, I know deep down that this is not the time or place, but he needs to know that I do love him. That he is mine and I am his for as long as he wants me.
He lifts his head and looks me deep in my eyes. And without another word, he lifts me and sits me on his desk. Everything that was on top went flying to the floor as he makes space for me to lay down. He moves on top of me and kisses me passionately. His hunger is making me shiver and I need him so much.
“Fuck” - he says while he touches my legs.
My clothes start disappearing from my body and I can’t even understand how he is doing this so fast and so precisely.
I take his T-shirt off through his head and I start to fight with his belt to open it. With one movement he opens his belt and sits me on the table again to undo my bra.
Everything is fast and hungry and desperate. Like he needs this to keep him breathing. To keep him sane.
I feel naked and Raphael goes down my body places kisses while he trails his final destination.
When he reaches my pussy I feel his tongue playing with my little bundle of nerves. One of his fingers finds it’s way inside my pussy and I moan. Loudly. How I missed this. His electric touch, his kisses all over my body.
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