‘‘I was thinking at that time, didn’t she want me to marry her? Her cautions, her understanding, and all her grievances were all fake?”
It was not that I didn’t sympathize with her, but whenever I sympathized with this woman and wanted to make up for her, she gave me a feeling that she didn’t need me to sympathize with her.
‘‘Was she heartless? I didn’t know, and I didn’t want t o know.Even though I had a fling with Sandy, and she actually knew about it, she had never stopped me.Was she so self-abased? ‘Actually, no, she was not self-abased.She was just colder and more heartless than any ordinary woman.’‘
I started to feel like I could never see through her.
She would be happy whenever I treated her better.
However, I had never seen her be happy, and I had seldom seen her smile ever since.
Even if I offered to accompany her to dinner, she would always come up with any kind of excuse to avoid me.
‘Yes, she started avoiding me.‘
Perhaps it was because I had already gotten used to her being obedient and doing things my way all the time.
I could not get used to it when she suddenly stopped behaving in that way.
‘And Sandy had already returned to me.Wouldn’t it b e best to terminate the engagement? ‘
But I didn’t want to terminate the engagement.
I didn’t know what went wrong, let alone why I wouldn’t want to terminate the engagement.
Was it because I had fallen for her?
‘But how could that be possible? How could I fall for such a filthy woman? Sandy was perfect.She was the e xI couldn’t get my mind off and the woman I loved.So how could Pearl even compete with her? She didn’t even deserve a chance to compete with Sandy.‘
But it was not until the other day when she ran into the indescribable scene between Sandy and me.
A trace of surprise could be seen on her face at that time, and the disappointment that flashed across her eyes seemed to vanish in an instant.
I clearly saw the loneliness that surged from the bottom of her eyes, but it was soon replaced with indifference.
‘"Sorry for disturbing you."
She stood still at the door for a second or two, then turned away and left.
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