Brenda's pov
This girl was so fast I just lost her like that as I stop looking through the tick trees I don't think she would go to norma she should be around here. I need to find her i can't let her be alone of goddess please just be with her I won't be able to stay alive if I lost her this time again I couldn't I wouldn't be able to stay in control of myself I try to listen for any movement and any breath and snuifing to smell any familiar scent but nothing making me sight a si trail my hands through my hair not having a clue where she could be. I just don't know who the person is who sells drugs to her I swear I would kill them if I found out who is responsible to this
I shouldn't have push her like that and I knew it but I push and push her. I'm so sorry and I don't know what to do for her to keep the child my heart break when hearing how she screams at the baby who didn't asked to be here she did not asked for any of this to happen she couldn't hate her really I'm feeling really bad for my Mate and I'm so useless not helping her. She will kill that if I do not find her now and hse will regret it and I do not want her to have that stress to but oh God where can she be as I run further into the forest on the out for anything harm full. I'm so scared about having her out here alll alone I know she is able now to fight for her swlf I just don't know here that man disappeared I don't know what's his plans really my Mate is not safe nit even family.
"I'm really scared I'm so scared." I try to mindlink but I couldn't reach her mind making me sight. I should have just compel and not ask her about it this girl is going to get me kill I don't know they have done to my Mate I have to speak with Jerome I don't know what I will do when I saw him.
I wasn't giving up on reaching into her mind even if I have to use all my strength I need to get into that mind she should tell me where she is. I need to tell her that everything is fine and that I'm sorry I couldn't live without and she needs to stop running off like that if she still wants LJ as a daughter because I don't thing LJ's going to be so forgave able to speak with her anymore.
When i finally reach her mind I smile and relaxed "Lucia please tell me where you are?I asked her feeling to cry as I could stand this sadness in my heart I'm overwhelmed and I just couldn't anymore I need peace we all need peace and lucia is the one who is going to give us this peace of hse could accept everything and moves on which I don't want her to do because I know how it must be for her. It is hard to overcome been rape really.
Tears all ready run down my face feeling the wetness on my collar bone as run still through forest as I stop trying to get my breath back for not collapsing because my blood was running so fast through my veins ."I'm a mess Brenda I won't be able to make you happy I'm sorry but I can't I'm dirty and I know you don't want me. I wouldn't be a good mom for LJ just reject me please." I heard her in my mind making me growl so hard feeling a pain crash through my heart.
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