Chapter 17 Preparations (Part Two)
Emma POV
I was sitting in my room waiting for Amy to come over and help me get ready for dinner tonight.
My ribs felt so much better. I still needed to be careful when I moved, but it didn’t hurt nearly as much as the first day.
Thankfully, I haven’t had any more encounters with Sienna since the day she broke my ribs all over again. She hadn’t been coming to the house since then, and I had never felt more at peace. Somehow, I knew it wouldn’t last long though.
I was pulled out of my thoughts by the knock on the front door. I looked at my watch and saw it was only 2 pm. Amy was coming over at 4 pm. Who could that be?
I walked downstairs and opened the door. Jake was standing there smiling at me.
“Jake.” I said with a big grin on my face. “Come in. I missed you.”
“I missed you too, beautiful.” he said and walked by me to enter our living
room.
He sat down on the couch and looked up at me.
“What are you doing here?” I asked and closed the front door.
He motioned for me to take a seat on the couch. I walked over and sat beside him.
“Emma, I need to talk to you about something very important.” he said seriously.
I sat up straighter and nodded.
“I want to take you as my chosen mate.” he said and took my hands in his.
I couldn’t say that I was surprised. We have talked about this before. But as soon as he said those words, I felt nervous and sad. Eliza was whining inside of me, telling me that he wasn’t our mate, and that we didn’t belong to him. She wasn’t wrong, but our true mate didn’t want us. And not that long ago, I wanted Jake to be my mate. I liked him. But I couldn’t shake this feeling that I didn’t belong to him. Maybe it was too early. Maybe I needed more time.
“Jake.” I spoke softly. “You know I like you, right? I wanted you to be my mate, and I was devastated when we discovered we weren’t mates. I do want you as my chosen mate, but it is too
soon for me. I need more time, Jake.”
“Why, Emma?” he asked with sadness in his voice. “I’ve talked to your brother about this. He said to wait and see if you would find your true mate. You did, and he has done the stupidest thing ever and rejected you. What is stopping you now, beautiful?”
I sighed and looked down at my hands in his. “I am not sure, Jake. I just know now is not the right time. I like you and I want to do this right. I don’t want to hurt you. And I would be hurting you if I wasn’t 100 percent committed to you. And right now, I know I won’t be.”
“I understand.” he said quietly. “I love you, Emma. Take as much time as your need. I will be here, waiting.”
I looked up at him and smiled. I hugged him and he pulled my body to his.
“Thank you, Jake.” I whispered in his shoulder.
He let go of me and stood up. “I better go. Amy tells me you are going to that formal dinner for Alpha Drake tonight.”
I nodded. “Yes. As Beta’s sister, it is expected of me to attend. Amy is coming over to help me get ready.”
“Goddess, Emma.” he said, stunned. “I was so nervous about talking to you about being my chosen mate that I completely forgot about your ribs. How are you?”
He asked as he pulled me up and touched my left side gently.
I chuckled. “It’s okay, Jake. I am fine. I’m still a little bit sore, but nothing like that first day.”
“I was so mad at you.” he frowned. “I don’t like to see you hurt, and it angers me that you put yourself at risk.”
“I know. I could tell by the stern look you were giving me the whole time.” I said and laughed.
“Don’t do that ever again.” he said softly, and pulled me to him.
“I won’t. I promise.” I said.
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