Sonia's shoulders were exposed in the air. Her collar was torn up by Dixon. She couldn't control her emotions, so she burst out tears the next second.
Dixon wiped away the tears on her face and asked, "Do you feel you don't deserve this?"
Sonia looked at the Dixon with resentment. "You will regret it."
"Regret?" Dixon smiled and shook his head, as if it didn't matter, as if nothing could bother him. "I have been regretting so many things all my life. So what if regretting a few more?"
The most dreadful people in the world were the ones that had nothing to lose. Sonia was like that once, and now Dixon.
Sonia was trembling with fear. When Dixon let go of her arm, she raised her hand and slapped Dixon without hesitation. The loud slapping sound echoed in the room. Dixon's face was tilted to the other side by the slap.
The finger mark was seen on his handsome face quickly after the slap.
However, it did not stop Sonia. "As I said before, I will not tolerate you hurting me again and again!"
"I hurt you?"
Dixon laughed, and that laugh turned to heavy coughs. Sonia even felt that Dixon was going to cough out blood. "You are really a master in relationships. You always put yourself in the position of a perfect victim so that anyone who has any intentions against you will become a victimizer! That is clever! As long as you have been hurt, this experience can be used as a sharp knife in your hand, and you can hurt others whenever you become vulnerable, right? !"
Sonia was stung by his words, but she didn't know how to refute him. Her lips trembled, "Dixon..."
Before Sonia finished her sentence, Dixon cut her off again, "I think such a perfect victim is the most terrifying person. If anyone or anything dare to hurt you, it is the whole universe's fault!"
Dixon's voice was hoarse, "But do you think I'm immune from pain, Sonia?
I am a human being too. I know I am not worthy of being a human being, maybe I'm evil, but I am made of bone and flesh. I could feel pain as you are. And I force out a smile and tell you what I feel about you every day even though I feel like hell inside. Every rejection of yours was like a knife that stabbed right to my heart, but I didn't show it. I still revolve around you like a cockroach. Do you think you are cheap? Look at me! I am the one that crawls in front of you! You are right! You helped me! So what, you need me to bend my knees and thank you? Maybe you want me to crawl to you and express my gratitude to you! How about I grab your hand, so you can stab me in the heart?"
At this moment, Sonia's soul was shaking to a point of shattering by Dixon's fury.
Her eyes turned red. "Why did you become like this?"
"Dixon has never reacted like this! It seemed like his whole world collapsed..." Sonia wondered.
"Let go of me!" Sonia sobbed. "Don't tell me how hurt you are! I am sick and tired of your whining!"
"Sick and tired..." Dixon repeated her words inside.
Dixon froze, then he became fiercer. He tore off Sonia's clothes in a few seconds. "Yeah! I am too! I am also had enough of this!"
His voice was cold, no longer as frivolous as usual, and his eyes were like daggers as if he could slice her up with them. "As long as we are both sick and tired of it, why don't we find a way to end it?"
"You are not yourself, Dixon! You are too impulsive now. It is not the right time to talk about this. I refuse to talk to you. Let go of me!"
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