She was rendered speechless, so she dared not to close her eyes. As soon as she closed her eyes, she saw the bloody scene, and she did not even know how to answer. After all, she was a derelict mother. She did not know that she herself was pregnant. By the way, she forgot to ask the doctor how long she had been pregnant. During the operation, she had been half asleep and half awake, and she didn't remember anything clearly.
When she had a physical examination a month ago, the doctor in the medical house didn't say she was pregnant. How could she suddenly be pregnant? The more she thought about it, the more suspicious she became. Recently, Hiram had been very busy and they had rarely been together. When did the baby come?
She was so sad last night that she didn't raise this question. Now she wanted to know how old the child was. She thought for a while, and she couldn't fall asleep any more. Her eyes hurt. She took the eye drops and felt better.
Then she got up, put on a coat and went downstairs. Emma said that although she was not in the first month after confinement, she still had to be careful since she lost her child. Otherwise, she would easily get sick in the future. Emma had told her a lot, but she never knew that Emma had known so much. Perhaps it was because she had lost a child that she knew more than others. These words should have been said to her by her mother, but unfortunately... Her mother had died a long time ago. When Alline thought of her mother, an indescribable pain surged up in her heart.
If her mother was still alive and knew that she had lost her child, she must be very sad!
Thinking of this, she wanted to cry again. She scolded herself in her heart, 'Why do you cry so much? Don't cry. Hiram will also feel sad when he sees it.' She knew that Hiram would also feel sad. He would also blame himself. She had never seen him cry before, except that time when they were about to fall off the cliff, he cried. This time, he cried again.
He must be very sad. After all, this was his child, his and her child.
She wiped her face and pinched it to make herself look better. When she went downstairs, Zelda was squatting down in a corner and playing with Angela in the cage. Angela looked listless and lowered its head pitifully.
Thinking of Angela, Alline was in a better mood. It was a cat sent by Cathy. Cathy asked Angela to keep her company. She walked over quietly and asked casually, "Zelda, what's wrong with Angela? "
"Since Angela came back, it has been unable to eat anything. No matter how I coax it, it doesn't eat. Why does it lose its temper like a person? "Zelda said without looking back.
"It's okay. It might be frightened. Let me feed it! "Alline said lightly, and her face softened.
Zelda was startled, turned around and found that it was Alline. She asked in surprise, "Mrs. Mo, why are you downstairs? "
"I feel bored lying on the bed, so I come down for a walk. "Alline said lightly. She had been lying on the bed for a long time. She really couldn't fall asleep. Since she had been lying on bed for so long, it hurts all over her body and she couldn't fall asleep. She could only come out to breathe some fresh air, or she would be bored to death.
"Mrs. Mo, you just had a miscarriage and can't bear the wind. You'd better go upstairs now. "Zelda was old and knew a lot. A woman couldn't be blown by the wind when she was in confinement of childbirth. Otherwise, it would do harm to her health.
Alline didn't worry about that, and she slowly squatted down beside Angela. Angela was listless, but seeing Alline, it meowed to her and rubbed her hand fawningly. With a faint smile on her lips, Alline said, "Angela, I'm sorry to scare you. "
Angela blinked its watery eyes, as if there were tears in them, and it whispered again.
She took it out of the cage. When she raised it, she never wanted to lock it in the cage. She usually let it play at home. Moreover, Angela was obedient and kind. It would usually relieve itself outside.
Alline held Angela in her arms. Angela's body was very soft. Holding it was just like holding a warm furnace, which made the coldness on her body slowly dissipate. Seeing that Zelda was still standing aside in fear, Alline thought for a while and said casually, "Zelda, I'm hungry. Can you go to the kitchen to prepare some food for me? "
"Mrs. Mo, I have prepared the food. Please wait for a moment. It will be ready soon. "Hiram had ordered that they must take good care of Alline, and get the food ready. He asked them to cook several meals a day. The soup had been simmering on the stove. Maybe it was just ready.
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