Chapter 155 I’m Sorry
Josephine reached out, intending to take her notebook back, but Lewis pulled his arm away. and waved the book around before resting it on his shoulder and out of her reach. Her hand paused in the air, and she chewed on her lip as she stared directly at him.
“Who do you want to go to the tulip field with? And go on a hot air balloon ride with?”
Her pupils quivered, and she shook her head. She had never once thought about who she would do these things with; she had merely written them down out of fear that they would fade into oblivion. The prospect of losing all her memories terrified her, for she was afraid that she wouldn’t remember even her smallest desires. Those wishes, which others could easily fulfill, would then transform into lingering regrets in the void where her memories had
once resided.
Lewis‘ eyes grew colder and colder as he gazed intently at her appearance. “Talk. Who were you thinking of doing these things with?” he said in a low voice after grabbing her chin. The force behind his hold wasn’t strong and could even be considered gentle, but the intense air he emanated made her unable to catch her breath.
Josephine moved her lips, and after a long pause, she finally spoke. Her voice was soft and gentle, resembling the faint mewl of a kitten, with a slight nasal quality. The two words she uttered, “No one,” crawled right into his heart.
Lewis chuckled wryly as he gently brushed his thumb against her chin. “It seems I’ve been a great inconvenience to you. How could I have not known that your heart had already flown so far away?”
She reached out to hold his hand, but her fingers grasped nothing as he swiftly withdrew it. Flipping through her notebook once again, he skimmed over what was written inside and then looked at her. She subconsciously stood up from the couch when she noticed his gaze.
A ripping sound was heard as he tore her notebook in half before her eyes. She stood there stunned, and her arms were frozen as she watched him tear her notebook apart. With a flick of his arms, he scattered the pieces of the torn notebook into the air. They dispersed like confetti and fell all over the place like snow.
“And it looks like I’ll have to keep inconveniencing you,” he stated flatly, as if he had casually torn apart something inconsequential.
Josephine’s eyes turned misty as she watched the torn pieces flutter in the air. Some landed on her hair and shoulders, as though they were consoling her. Lewis turned and went upstairs after he finished speaking. The draft from his movement scattered some of the pieces further.
She stood silently in the living room and stared at the torn notebook in a daze. It was a long while before she squatted down and started to gather them together. Like the scattered scraps of paper, her insignificant wishes lay shattered and scattered, unable to be pieced back
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together. She got on her hands and knees and picked up the pieces that fell under the coffee
table and couch.
From upstairs, Lewis observed Josephine’s actions with a cold gaze with his arms crossed. She meticulously picked up the scattered pieces, as if they were precious treasures. Unbeknownst to him, what he had callously ripped apart were things that had taken her a long time to think. of and write down. He remained in the dark about the possibility that tomorrow might erase her memories of all these things.
She went to the utility closet with the torn pieces in her arms and placed them in a small box. She remained there for so long that she had forgotten why she was even there in the first place. She turned to leave and noticed Lewis standing outside the doorway without knowing how long he had been there.
He was still dressed in that shimmery gray dress shirt, except the collar had been unbuttoned and opened. One could see his collarbone and Adam’s apple when he tilted his head back. She stared at him for a few seconds before she remembered why she had been looking for him.
“Did you
leave the company?” she signed. She initially thought of asking if he had been kicked off the board but asking him that outright would be offensive.
His gaze bore into her, and a few moments elapsed before he finally responded. “If I were to say yes, would you prepare yourself to embark on your bucket list?”
Josephine was taken aback, and she quickly shook her head and signed, “Have you truly left?”
“Yes.”
She didn’t know what to say in response. She was silent for the longest time before signing,” I’m sorry.”
“You’re sorry?”
She nodded. “This is all my fault. I’m sorry.”
“What do you plan to do about it?”
She fell silent once more, contemplating her decision. After a while, she gathered the courage to sign, “I will find a job.”
A smile tugged at the corners of Lewis‘ mouth as he asked, “A job? What for?”
“I’ll earn money so that you won’t go hungry.”
His lips formed a thin line as he gazed intensely at her. There was a prolonged silence, leaving her wondering what thoughts were swirling in his mind. After a moment, he reached out and gently caressed her cheek. “Wow, aren’t you capable? Then how about you help me pay back the hundreds of billions I owe the company too?”
Josephine stiffened in shock and suddenly recalled Conrad mentioning that Lewis would go to jail. Could it be because he owed the company that much money?
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“What’s wrong? Got cold feet?” Lewis closed the distance between them. “There’s no use even if you are. This is a burden that we share as husband and wife. If you want to divorce me so that you can fulfill your silly little dreams, you’ll need to fork up half of the debt first. Am I clear?”
She struggled to comprehend the magnitude of hundreds of billions, but she understood that it was an astronomical amount, far beyond her means to repay in her lifetime. It also meant that she couldn’t divorce him in this lifetime. Then, she tightly held his hand, looking at him with reassurance and determination, conveying her unwavering commitment to stand by his
side.
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