You Kissed My Soul novel Chapter 40

Aderyn Pov

Run.

Run as fast as your feet could take you, just run.

“I am a little disappointed that you didn’t even consider talking to me or anyone of us before running away from us”.

Blake spoke to me looking upset and his eyes reflecting his sad feelings. And the fact that I was the reason of his sadness made me even more keen onto escape this place as soon as possible.

“Luna please stop!” I heard someone from behind me and I knew I was nothing compared to their supernatural strength so I did what my brain told me was correct to do. They need to stop not me. So I turned a corner and ran as fast as I could towards the door. I just wanted to escape this place as soon as I can.

Earlier Blake, Cole, Jenny and Bella came to meet me. They looked beyond happy to meet me but soon as I was bombarded with their questions.

Why did you leave?

You are our Luna.

You are supposed to protect us right?

We will protect you no matter what.

You are our family.

We are your family.

You are so strong. You faced so much difficulties in your life yet you always remain happy. You are our perfect Luna.

You deserve to be our Queen.

Why did you leave?

Did we hurt you?

If we did then it was purely unintentional.

We can never hurt our Luna.

Please don’t leave us.

We need you.

Alpha needs you.

Then and there I knew that if I stayed here any longer my life would not be the same. Ever.

I will be loaded with responsibilities.

I was a lone bird. I was independent. And taking responsibilities means people will remain depended upon you. And the last time I took a responsibility I was rewarded with the end of my sister’s life. I am scared now.

I couldn’t save her. I loved her so much.

I love these people too. No matter what they are I always felt a connection between them and me. A strong connection. If anything ever happened to them then I wouldn’t survive. I can not bear to loose anymore that I love. That is the reason why I never made close friends. I never opened up to anyone. Because I knew I would soon develop a liking towards them and at the end I would always be the one to get hurt.

So it is better if I stay away.

I am like a jinx. I don’t want mine jinx fate to cause any trouble to the people that I love.

“Luna!” I heard another guy shouting for me but I didn’t stop running.

So after they went away my mind was kept fluctuating between should I stay or not. Latter I choose not to stay. It was for the betterment of the people around me.

It loos like Dylan was serious when he told me that he wouldn’t let me go. True to his words he had his werewolves guarding the place through where I escaped the last time. So, the only way left to escape this place was the indirect way. The back side of the house. There must be a place to get out.

Yes, I am coward that I am running away. I don’t have enough courage to face any more people’s life in line to Death.

“Please wait!” All of a sudden a guy came infront of me trying to stop me. He tried to hold me but in one moment I flipped him over me and continued running.

“Sorry” I yelled. No matter what I couldn’t hurt anyone from here.

“Aderyn!”

It was Blake.

“Aderyn wait!”

“Aderyn listen to me” he yelled.

But I was keen on escaping. I wanted to escape this place by any means. So, avoiding him I ran.

Soon I could see the door to the backside. I smirked and ran even faster dodging the people who came in front of me to stop me.

Opening the door I ran outside only to be disappointed to find no back entrance but only 15 foot long wall.

I stopped on my tracks and looked around frantically searching for any door or something from where I could escape. But found none.

“Luna” I heard Cole’s voice and turned around to find everyone means literally everyone running my way.

“Crap” I said through gritted teeth.