It was now the end of the week, and Friday came quicker than expected. For the whole week I ditched every class except photography, and instead did extra shifts at the Coast.
It was starting again, I’m losing myself, and the memories were coming back.
~~~~~
It was about 5 months after Hayes, and his father had moved away. No one knew where they went, we all thought they would come back.
Months passed when we got the news that they moved to Hawaii. The news hit everyone hard. It got to my mother the most.
She started getting depressed, still wouldn’t let go of Mr. Bart-ley though.
I think it fueled her, fueled her long enough to keep her breathing. Even if he didn’t feel the same way.
She’d secretly call him every day. Even if that meant calling around and asking for him. He changed his numbers, not us.
I think deep down she knew the truth.
A year has passed without them, and my mother is now a smoker. She lives in her room, and barely eats.
She is hurt, she feels abandoned by Mr. Bartley. Most nights I hear her crying. It’s bad.
Maybe things went south, maybe Mr. Bartley and my mother had planned another life.
Another life, just the two of them.
Would she have left us behind?
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It’s a Friday afternoon, and I’m eating a popsicle while sitting on my car. Something hits me right in the face.
“Alex, throw the ball back over!” Adam shouts.
I watch the ball that hit me, bounce on the pavement. The rhythm of the ball matched my pulsing nose.
I get off the car, holding my nose, in fear it might be broken.
I grab the ball and walk next door. I haven’t been over Hayes’s in years. Thankfully, it was just in the garage. This was still much; the secrets won’t swallow me whole though.
It was Hayes, and my brother, they were in a middle of a game.
Hayes’s hair was hanging over his face, he was drenched in sweat, and he was shirtless. I could see the scars.
“You could’ve just thrown it over.” Hayes says.
“Oh, you’re talking to me now, that’s great.” I mumble. He ig-nores me.
“That ball hit me in the face, you’re missing a few more words.” I say.
“Your brother threw that ball.” He says, they both laugh.
“Well then, you both suck!” I say, then throw the ball at Adam.
“What the hell Alex! Hey, if you’re going to be like this, Jeff can’t come to the party.” Adam laughs.
“How do you know about Jeff?” I ask him.
“Who’s Jeff?” Hayes asks.
“What party?” I ask. My phone chimes.
What time does the party @ your house start?
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