Alpha alec's redemption (Sadie) novel Chapter 183

Alec.

“You look deep in thought.”

Micah’s voice interrupts my musings, pulling me back to the present. It’s been three days since we found out that a demi-god was probably imprisoned here.

I am in my office. I should be working. I had a lot of work load. Both from my pack and my security company, yet I couldn’t get my mind to focus on the task at hand no matter how much I tried.

I drop the pen I was holding on my desk and push away the contracts I was supposed to be working on. After all, it’s been nearly two hours since I sat down at my desk to work, yet I haven’t done shit in those hours.

I can’t stop my mind from thinking. I had a lot going on, yet all I could think about was Sadie and Aspen. It’s like my mind has been invaded by thoughts of them. I can’t get my head to think about anything else.

“Let me guess, you are thinking about Sadie,” Micah mumbles, sitting on the other side of my desk.

He isn’t wrong at all. That’s one of the things I hate and love about Micah. He knows me too well. Anyway, what kind of Alpha does that make me? Instead of thinking about my pack and the huge ass problem we are currently facing, all I can think about is my mate and our daughter.

I swallow "Yeah.”

Letting out a deep breath, I sigh and lean back against my chair and stare at my desk as if it has all the answers I need.

I’ve never really felt this way. Even when I thought that Lola was my mate. What I feel for Sadie is indescribable. My soul craves her. Not just her body, but everything that is her. I want her. I want it all with her.

Sadie has never been on my radar. To me, she was my little sister’s tomboy best friend who lacked any kind of fashion sense. She was a plain Jane. She blended into the walls. She was always unseen.