Be My Mate novel Chapter 39

Sabrina's POV

Watching his lifeless body lay there, as if dead, gave me some relief.

Some....

Some kind of justice for five minutes before he comes to and maybe I'll kill him again, over and over again to ease my raging heart.

Ha! The man made just for me...... his entire being to compliment mine.. to bring me love, joy and happiness.

What a joke.

Aiden begins to stir and I watch in fascination as his body regains consciousness. Further proving to me what he has been saying for the longest time, that he was just like me.

Immortal.

We were destined to stay together for the longest time. This man is to be the only friend I will have in what is to be my life, surpassing most as they grow old and die. Not as fast as humans but it's inevitable, life has to come to an end to make space for a new one.

The only sad part is that we are not allowed to remember our past lives. I wish I did, maybe it would shed some light on my love life and why it's always a rollercoaster. Every man I'm told was made for me, tied together by fate, ends up hurting me.

The kind of hurt where they make a choice knowing what it would do to me.

I watch him, open his eyes and close them. Trying to adjust to the lighting in the room, his eyes opening once more and then it hits him...

Aiden tries to sit up, gasping for air as he wakes up fully and we make eye contact.

'Sab, I don't know if we are ever going to find the people that were in this house with Aiden.' Anthony mind links me.

'Use your damn senses! Do I have to think for you too?' I snap. Target in front of me but recipient of my anger was my twin.

Anthony growls, saying nothing back to me.

"Sabrina, let me explain." Aiden pleads, trying to move his body but something was holding him down.

"What's there to explain?" I ask as I walk towards him.

"You killed Percy. You tried to kill Max and Xander but failed. You almost had my son killed!!" I say, feeling a rush of anger surging through me.

"No no no... I did not. I told them to stay away from the boy." He says and I chuckle.

"You are mated to me and you call him the boy?" I ask. Realizing what he just said, he shakes his head from side to side.

"I don't mean it like that." He says, his head falling back on the pillow.

I watch him, his face finally showing emotion and eyes brimming with tears. For the first time I could feel what he was really feeling.

"I don't know if you know the pain of losing your parents. At my age, seeing them killed in front of me." Aiden says, his eyes closed as if reliving the memory.

"I watched as my brother, my best friend was slain. He died without honor or dignity. I had to endure the pain of losing them as they hung in the air for all to see. I know what they did but they were my family." He says, voice getting deeper as his wolf surfaces.

"The family that hurt my brother and killed his mate. The same family that tortured CJ? The very same? The very same family that had a hand in sending my family in to hiding? Working with the previous moon goddess to betray my family?" I ask, my wolf coming forth.

"Sabrina...." Aiden tries to explain but I cut him off.