Be Your Own Spring novel Chapter 119

After our marriage we went on a 2 month trip to Maldives.

We were on a date when she told me how she never went to college, how she wanted to become a teacher and how she felt the desire to study, gain education.

The next we know, we decided to take a big step in our relationship. She sent applications to multiple colleges. And got accepted causing her to be this far away from me.

Today the simplest of tasks are fucking my brain up.

I couldn't find a single tie in the morning. A fucking tie!

Rozella used to always lay out my suit and I did the same with her. She had gotten me so used to it that whenever she'd forget I'd sulk and remind her.

I had to pick out my own fucking clothes. I was in the car when Zake told me I forgot my files.

Fucking files!

Before going out of the house she used to always remind me if I'd have forgotten something or not.

I desperately need her.

My thoughts were interrupted by my phone ringing.

Zelli?: Calling.

She is calling me?

I cleared my throat and straightened myself in my seat. Leaning back, I picked up the call only to hear her desperate voice.

"Kezr!" She whined so loud, that I am sure the people in the other dorm are deaf by now.

"Yes, Zelli. What do you want?" She gasped and I heard some shuffling around.

"Yeah, yeah. Okay. Wait is Nico there?-" I assumed she was talking to someone else as I, for sure, am not Nico.

Who is this Nico?

"Rozella, you don't remember our rules? What did I say about boys?" I heard her whispering around causing me to tighten my hold on the phone.

She's so busy now that she doesn't even have time for me. Is this how it's gonna be for these three years?

"Hi, K! Sorry, we ran into somebody." I heard her giggling.

"Iam missing your coffee, the assistant bought me a black coffee. A black coffee Zella. Black!! What the fuck am I suppose to drink?" I heard her cute little giggle warming my heart up.

"See, you Kezr Heznaya, are nothing without me. It's just been a week. Already done?"

I know how difficult it is for me to say this as I never needed a person to depend on. The only person I was ever this close to and was depended upon was my dad. And now, Zelli.

"Okay, well. Yeah! I mean what do you expect? I am going crazy without your kisses. You waking up beside me and kissing me. You hugging me, jumping on me. All that! I am fucking done."

She laughed to the point where she had to muffle it with her hands when her roommate told her to quiet down.

"Well atleast you know my importance now."

My smile vanished and I spoke, "You had importance in my life before this all fuckery too. Anyways, You said something about a friend?"

"Oh, yeah. So the first day I came here. I found this girl. Hiba. I asked her where the Dean's office was and she guided me there. We grabbed our schedules and found out that we have almost all classes together. We hung out at lunch and now, She ma' bestie!" I heard her screech when I heard some shuffling with an 'oomph'.

I heard multiple giggles and smiled. I was happy to know that Zella was having fun there. She was really scared to go alone and at some point suggested that I go to college with her and take classes there.

"S-sorry, Hiba jumped on me-" she broke into a fit of laughter and I heard her take a deep breath.