Be Your Own Spring novel Chapter 85

I had a tear of mine rolling down, even after I tried controlling them, they still managed to escape.

But the reason behind my tears was love.

I realized what he said and framed it on my life.

"It gets h-hard when you loose someone you're too used to.... Its hard when you lose someone you love."

I will not be able to live if I lose Kezr or if he isn't in my life anymore.

It'll be too hard for me considering my love for him.

Yes, yes I love him, I do.

Me not being able to live without him.

Me panicking when I don't see him in his office.

Me crying when he jokes about himself dying.

My heart clenching at the thought of him being with someone else, to which he has to assure me that he's only mine.

Me threatening anyone who dares to look at my Kezr.

I love him.

I love him, Kezr.

I love Kezr.

"Zella?"

I heard Kezr's voice snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Why are you crying?" He looked at me, his eyes finally opened. He jolted up from my lap and held my chin firmly.

I sniffed at the realization of my love for him and also because I was afraid that I fell too fast and that he might reject me.

"Baby" he took me in his arms and craddled me.

That made me cry even more at how caring he was.

God! Iam such a child.

"S-sorry, I don't know why Iam crying." and the thought alone of me crying made me cry 10× harder.

We just sat there together, with our arms around each other.

"Zella?" He asked wiping my tears away, but I was not looking at him.

"Yes?" I mumbled into his neck feeling his warmth.

"I like you alot."