Be Your Own Spring novel Chapter 85

I had a tear of mine rolling down, even after I tried controlling them, they still managed to escape.

But the reason behind my tears was love.

I realized what he said and framed it on my life.

"It gets h-hard when you loose someone you're too used to.... Its hard when you lose someone you love."

I will not be able to live if I lose Kezr or if he isn't in my life anymore.

It'll be too hard for me considering my love for him.

Yes, yes I love him, I do.

Me not being able to live without him.

Me panicking when I don't see him in his office.

Me crying when he jokes about himself dying.

My heart clenching at the thought of him being with someone else, to which he has to assure me that he's only mine.

Me threatening anyone who dares to look at my Kezr.

I love him.

I love him, Kezr.

I love Kezr.

"Zella?"

I heard Kezr's voice snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Why are you crying?" He looked at me, his eyes finally opened. He jolted up from my lap and held my chin firmly.

I sniffed at the realization of my love for him and also because I was afraid that I fell too fast and that he might reject me.

"Baby" he took me in his arms and craddled me.

That made me cry even more at how caring he was.

God! Iam such a child.

"S-sorry, I don't know why Iam crying." and the thought alone of me crying made me cry 10× harder.

We just sat there together, with our arms around each other.

"Zella?" He asked wiping my tears away, but I was not looking at him.

"Yes?" I mumbled into his neck feeling his warmth.

"I like you alot."

Today was a really depressing and long day for us, and we both weren't ready for it.

But Iam glad this happened as it strengthened our bond and we got to know about each other more.

We both revealed a different side of us to each other and we both didn't judge each other.

It feels like we are a power couple.

I just.....Just want him to be my forever.

Sitting in my office room as much as I try to divert my attention from the woman sitting in the cabin beside me, I can't.

I was writing an email to my dealer and literally wrote her name instead of mine. I was that much into her.

For the past 2 weeks, no work has been getting done in the office because as soon as we enter the office, she gets me my coffee and I kiss the daylights out of her. This happens everytime she innocently enters the room.

People in the office have been getting suspicious because of my content behavior towards them.

Today, Rozella looked at me with her big emerald doe eyes while fixing my tie and requested me to greet everybody in the office while passing them.

I do greet people, I told her and she looked at me with raised eyebrows saying that 'nodding' isn't greeting and that I have to greet them a proper good morning.

I said yes, and decided to not do it, but one look from her in the hallway and I turned my way to everyone greeting them.

This idiot, really has me wrapped around her finger.