Betrayed By The Hero, Loved By The Lord novel Chapter 199

Chapter 199: Hold me (3)

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Again, Selene felt nervous just like the first time Xavier advised her to prepare herself. It wasn’t a nervousness where she wanted to push him off of her but a nervousness mixed with excitement where she longed to see what she needed to be ready for.

"All those times I tried to undress before you and when we did get close, you should have taken a better look," Xavier said as he continued to move, slowly easing himself forward.

Xavier stopped when Selene grimaced or her nails were deep into his skin but then moved again once she relaxed. Her tears had stopped which helped him to feel better about what was being done.

"Okay," Selene moved her hands to be placed on his lower back. "This has to be it or I am too out of it. Are you teasing me in some way?"

"No, it is you who is teasing me, Selene. Perhaps I made the mistake of not taking you to the night theatre first. I should have convinced you. This is fine," Xavier said, referring to his size. "It is only because it is your first time."

While Xavier wouldn’t have cared if Selene was with another man before him since he had no room to speak, Xavier liked knowing that of all men, she had not given this intimate moment to the man before him.

Selene deserved to be cared for well.

Xavier leaned down to kiss her cheek, tasting the saltiness of her tears. He remained still for a moment, giving Selene one last time to get adjusted to him before he started to move but it was hard to stay still for too long. It was an impossible task with the way she gripped him.

"I’m fine," Selene assured Xavier.

Selene shared his desperation to finally have what had been on both their minds for some time now. She wanted to feel more of him. She was ready to experience their first time together.

This was all Xavier needed to hear. The timing was wonderful since he was on the edge of losing his mind.

Xavier kept his hold on Selene as he pulled back just enough before entering her again. He was as gentle as he could be, keeping his promise.

Her first time should be sweet, gentle and full of good emotions.

This had more to do with love than just giving in to their desires.

The more time he spent with Selene, the more certain he was that he was falling for her. Falling in love to be precise.

Intimacy had always been about feeling good in the moment, simply sharing a bed with someone but now it was far more because of Selene. He felt something different and there was no way to deny that he was starting to love her.

Xavier would never search for a reason to deny it.

Xavier gritted his teeth as his rhythm remained slow despite the thoughts that filled his mind.

He wanted to do just that but Selene’s tight hold on his arm, her expressions, her voice, her body and so much more was trying to persuade him to do otherwise.

"Selene," Xavier called her name.

"Y-Yes?" Selene replied, hoping what she said was what he needed to hear.

What she felt now was completely different from the start.

All the uncomfortableness was gone and more she felt an immense amount of pleasure. He moved slowly and because of this, Selene was able to better tell just how much there was to him.

Her breath hitched each time all of him was inside her.

Selene needed to apologise later for how much she either gripped his arm or had her nails go into his lower back but as for right now, all that left her mouth were incoherent sounds and Xavier’s name.