Chained by a possessive mafia's love novel Chapter 12

* Anna’s Pov *

I was huffing and lost my breathing balance. What the hell? Why is it so hard to get inside?

I am so dead tired. When I looked back, I saw Blaze was looking at me with a question mark on his face. Okay, he might think if I'm playing some jumping game ground to helicopters.

I twisted my mouth and glared at him “what? “I asked with a frown on my face.

Blaze crossed his hands over his chest. Oh god, why did he make him so handsome? That's not fair to ordinary people like us.

I want to peel his skin and rogue out his blue eyes; otherwise, I might lose myself in these beautiful eyes.

“Oh god, what the hell I'm thinking? “I murmured unhappily to myself, getting distracted by his eyes.

“What are you thinking? Me? “a voice whispered beside my ear, and I jumped out like a frog who jumped in the rain.

But a hand caught me through my waist “you are careless, Love, “ Blaze said,

I was angry with him, but more anger boiled inside me, but for me. After all, I am a fool.

“No, I'm not; leave me. “I wiggle and try to remove his hands over my waist, but this idiot man was too strong. His skin was thick like a rhinoceros, even though I wanted to scratch my nails and was too weak to stick in his skin.

“That's Not What I Want in this life, ever, “he said thoughtfully as if my words offended him.

I want to turn and punch on his face “huh, don’t kid with me. I never want to. Are you creating three types of levels before leaving me again? You already left me one time, are you waiting for the second and third time already “ I don’t leave any trust in his words, not even a hairbreadth?

I mocked him, and his face turned black like ink.

“ Anna, can you stop mentioning that? I already told you, Love, it was my decision, but Love, I regret leaving you “ Blaze’s voice turns gentle when he talks about this, but I hate this more.

“I want an explanation, not your excuse, no matter what it was you who left me, now, can a sorry and your reason gave me back everything I lost and can it again take away the pain I suffered “

these old emotions were still bruised inside my heart because they shook my voice; now they were coming out again.

“ Love, “ Blaze whispered, and suddenly I felt wet on my shoulder; I froze like frozen ginger.

“ Believe me, I felt every pain I gave you, my heart bleeds with you, my heart was torn apart when I left you, but I didn’t have any option other than that but believe me, I never forgot you, not even for a second, how can I forget my Anna. “

Every word shatters my willpower bit by bit; I gritted my teeth tightly so that the last bit of willpower won’t leave me.

Why he did this to me, no matter what the reason was, he left me alone in the hallway, leaving me alone facing this cruel world; that’s the truth he never could change.

I am not an unreasonable person, but at this moment, I can't let myself slip away because it is his decision, so he should face it; I need to go home for now. I have to save my father. I also don’t have any other option, like him; my family needs me, they have only me as their support, and I know how it feels when you lose your asset. He was my pillar, my shield, yet he suddenly pulled himself from me, and I fell on my face, but that fall shattered my heart into pieces.

“ Blaze leaves me alone, my family needs me, your Anna died long ago when you left her alone '' I know this might be cruel, but that’s the truth; the moment I committed suicide five years ago, my past self died.

Blaze’s hands suddenly went from my waist; he backed away from me; I hesitated to turn back because I feared I would see something I didn't want.

“ Why are you here “helplessness could hear in his voice. I fisted my hands.

“ Send me back; I need to go back, “ I said, controlling my voice and shaking my emotions.