Chained by a possessive mafia's love novel Chapter 17

* Blaze’s Pov *

Sudden changes in Anna made me happy and frightened me because I knew she was showing her emotions.

But as soon as she remembers these painful five years, she will hate me for doing this to her, my Anna always a sturdy girl, as long everything goes on her desire she will stay calm, but sometimes the opposite can also happen.

But seeing her catch me tightly as if I'm going to vanish if she loosens her hold on me, it hurts me, how badly I hurt her, she felt so insecure.

My body was feeling every part of her as if she melted herself against me. The wild desire kicked me once again,

But I didn't want to force her, so I flipped the position, and now she was on top of me; I covered us with the blanket tight.

She was silently crying as her tears wetted my t-shirt, I also wanted to cry at that moment, but I don’t want her to bore my pain too; she already has enough on her plate.

“ why? Anna whispered on my chest, but I heard her. I gritted my teeth; I knew what she wanted from me; at that moment, I knew if I refused to give the answer she wanted, Anna would distance herself from me again, and this was the last thing I needed in my life.

As I stayed silent, she lifted her teary face and looked straight into my eyes.

“ Why, please answer me, this why ruined my five years, I don't have another five years before I can answer my heart why you left me, or are you admitting you didn’t love me if that’s the reason then,” she said something I never wanted to hear.

“ No” without my knowledge, this word left my mouth. I know I should tell her, even if it's a half-truth.

I raised a hand from her waist, touched her face, gently wiped her tears with my thump.

“I loved you, Love, I love you, and I always will. Never doubt on this, as for why I left you, that was my most helpless decision I took at that moment because I wanted to keep you, I wanted to protect you, Anna, you already might guess, also a thousand questions might bothering you right now, as you can see,

I am not an ordinary boy love, my family background quite complicated, I wanted to live a simple life that’s why I left this family,

but after my brother’s death, I had to come back here, that’s why I left you, my love,” I said because Anna needs her to accept me, as for the whole truth I don’t Wanna tell her yet.

Anna’s eyes were blank, which scared me. Is she not going to believe me?

She suddenly wanted to get up from me, but I hugged her waist with both my hands. “No, please, Anna.” It scared me that she might push me away from her. But she surprised me. She once again hugged me with both hands” let’s sleep; I need some time, please,” she said. She already closed her eyes. I stayed silent. I know she needs time to accept these. But I see another thing which is going to happen.

After one hour, she stayed on my chest but did not sleep at all, but pretended to be asleep. I don’t know what I should do or say t0 her at that moment. So I cooperate with her as I pretend to sleep. As I thought she was going to stay like this the whole night,

she suddenly lifted her head and looked at me “are you sure you left me because of your brother's death and not because you were tired of staying with me” she suddenly asked, and I sighed helplessly.

She was thinking all these years, I clearly showed her how crazy I was for her, yet she thought this.

“ No, I will never feel tired with you, Love,” I answered her with a healthy smile. She rolled her eyes and once again put her face on my chest as an obedient rabbit, but I know her curiosity just started; this is not going to stop until she lets out every question she has inside her heart.

A few seconds later, she once again looked at me “you loved me, right? She asked this question with tears in her eyes which hurt my heart. I kissed away her tears and kissed on her lips gently “yeah, I loved you so much that these five years were hell for me” I answered her.

She let out more tears as if she was dreaming; I gently caressed her head. “Love curses me if you want but don’t cry; your tears rip my heart” I kissed her away until she stopped.