Chained by a possessive mafia's love novel Chapter 15

* Anna’s Pov *

After Blaze left, I came back to the room he called my room; I locked myself inside this room; I wanted to be alone at that moment currently; I was sitting on the carpet, hugging my knees.

Thinking about what he said, I finally lost my cool, but suddenly I turned calm, too calm, unusual like me.

I don’t know should I pity fate or laugh at my fucked up luck; long-lost love came back but turned into a nightmare; I wanted to marry a man to save my father, complete planning.

Planned how to kill me on the wedding night, before my marriage, but got kidnapped by my ex-lover, tried to run away, but he caged me in an ocean. nowhere to run. And finally, he blackmailed me into marrying him.

I don’t know how an average person would react in this situation, but my mind completely lost sense.

I am a loud and nosy person, but suddenly I feel my brain frozen like December’s snow.

I was thinking about how to die, but here he caged me inside this castle.

After thinking a few hours, my brain gave up; it told me that if I want to die, why are you making me so tired?

But my heart was thinking something else, after so long when I finally met him, only I know how I felt at that moment, the boy I loved was just a 22-year-old college student yet he changed for good or bad I don’t know. But seeing him with an unfamiliar feeling happening in my heart, maybe my hatred and disappointment to cover that feeling at that moment, but in this darkness and silence, I can't see anything other than his handsome face.

The sharpness and the manly scent I can't get out of them from my head. How could I? I was crazy over this man, totally insane?

Even when a girl looked at him, I fought with that girl. At one time, when I started chasing after him, my teacher caught me on the spot reading how to seduce your boyfriend''.

Seriously, thinking this, I'm feeling so embarrassed, but when my teacher asked me why I read that book in anger.

In front of 2 teachers and full classes of students, I said

''I'm going to seduce Blaze and make him mad with my love, “that the whole call laughed for at least 30 minutes.

My teacher also laughed like crazy, this news speed in fire speed, he also heard the news. But he did the opposite from everyone, he came to my class and asked me in front of everyone “ so, you want to seduce me? You better seduce me hard and make me fall in love with you madly ’’ after that, everyone knew us as a crazy couple.

Thinking back, I want to go back to that time, how lovely and straightforward our life was, with no worry and free from every tension.

But it was like someone cursed my life after he left me. Why? I want this answer because this has made me crazy these past five years.

I would be happy if he broke up with me straight away, but he left so silently that this silence killed me.

But what should I do? My heart started bleeding again, but I don't want to admit a bitter truth, my heart to feel, it suddenly knows to feel pain and wants to be loved.

I mind telling myself not to trust him, but my heart screams for him as if the love button, which I switched off five years ago, suddenly turned on after seeing him.

Why? I'm not too fond of this word the most in my life because this word might be simple, but when a person’s life is stuck in a puzzle with this world with no answer, this word becomes the most painful word.

I wouldn't say I like this feeling; I hate myself for being so helpless in front of this man.

“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh’’ I screamed; I wanted to let out the feeling from my heart; otherwise, I don't know how long I could hold myself back from throwing myself in his arms.

Suddenly, I heard a knock at the door. “Madam, it’s dinnertime; please open the door; if you want, we can deliver your dinner inside the bedroom." A woman said from the other side of the door.

I felt a little irritated. I'm not too fond of it if someone disturbs me when I try to be alone; my mother also likes this stubbornness because I'm still alive after five years; these five years, I wanted to kill myself many times. Yet, I don’t know how, but she seems to read my mind and always appeared when I tried to give up.

That’s why God created a mother, no matter how much you hid from the world, never can hide from your mother because a child with his/her has a unique connection.

That’s how my mother is; she is my best friend. Even when I wrote my first love letter, she helped me; she even made a covert mission to meet Blaze.

Thinking about these things, my heart became heavy once again, one side my painful love and another side my family.