Fated to Love You Again (Shawn and Norah) novel Chapter 130

Chapter 130: Just When He Knew, the Baby Was Gone 2 

However, Shawn stood there as before, as if he hadn't heard her words. 

"Get out of the way!" 

Norah put his fist on him again, forcing him to back down, forcing him to retreat. 

However, no matter how fast or how hard her fist fell, Shawn endured it silently, without making a sound, not even moving his eyebrows. 

But the more he behaved like this, the angrier Norah felt. 

"Get out of the way, Shawn, get out of the way." 

"I told you to leave!" 

Norah shouted hoarsely, but Shawn still stood there like a sculpture. 

"Why? Shawn, if you think that I'll be touched by this, that I won't blame you, it's impossible. You know? I hate you, I hate you so much." 

"If you went there, if I could have been sent to the hospital earlier, everything might have been different, and he might not have left me." 

"Do you know how desperate I was? It was raining so hard, and I was lying on the ground alone, crawling to the middle of the road to stop a car, and I was almost killed by a car." 

"I was bleeding a lot, bleeding unstoppably.. I lay on the ground like a dog and begged for mercy, begging them to call the police for me and take me to the hospital, but no one cared about me." 

"My mobile phone was broken at that time. I made the last call to you, because I believe that even if you love Lilian more than me, you are also aware that I'm your wife. Even if you don't love me, you are at least responsible for me somehow, and will come to save me. But I was wrong. Your heart is full of her, and there is no room for me as your wife.” 

“Do you know how desperate I was at that time? You killed my last hope. As I lay on the ground being caught in the heavy rain, I thought of countless ways to die and how I would look like after death. At that time, I had no hope to live at all. I just want to die a little more decently, and that's my last wish and hope." 

In the end, Norah calmed down finally. 

She wiped her tears and turned around, forcing herself to stop crying, stop shedding tears in front of him. 

These days, she had shed too many tears. Her eyes hurt so much, and she didn't want to cry any more. 

But for many times, the tears were simply out of her control. 

"In the end, it was Matthew who saved me. If it wasn't for him, I would have died." 

"The one lying in front of you is already a corpse." 

As the words were finished, the strength in Norah's body was almost depleted and all hollowed out. 

Now her whole body was so weak that there was no strength left. 

Tired, she was so tired. 

She had not recovered well. The car accident and miscarriage had left too much trauma on her body, and now she had gone through violent emotional ups and downs, her body couldn't take it anymore. 

"So, I'm begging you. If you still have a little sense of guilt and atonement for me, do me a favor!" 

"Divorce, it's good for you and for me." 

Looking at her back, Shawn's heart hurts as if it has been cut to pieces. 

He had never thought that one day he would be caught in his own trap, but he was responsible for all this. 

He wanted to say, "Honey, I was wrong, blame me, it's all my fault, I killed our baby with my own hands; 

I failed to do my duty as a husband and a father. It's all on me. I'm so guilty, it was all my fault, you and the baby are innocent." 

But was he still qualified? 

Now he was not even qualified to beg for her forgiveness, not to mention to beg for her to stay. 

Baby? 

Now this word is like a million needles stabbing his heart, like a million arrows piercing his heart. He cannot forgive himself, not to mention Norah. 

"I'm sorry Norah, I know whatever I say is useless now, you don't want to hear my confession, or my words of guilt."