I Will Escape novel Chapter 131

As I walk to the door to leave my bedroom, I know that today is the day that the pack is going to have a choice. They can either stay and fight or they can run and be afraid I'm going to leave it up to them. I am not making The Choice for them just because they need to be able to make this choice for themselves.

I walk towards the kitchen and I grab a cursant that is cooked on the table as I bite into it crumbles into my mouth. It is the perfect texture, knowing it's a good start to my morning. I look over to the ladies that are busy frying bacon and cooking eggs as another one is baking.

"Hello ladies, it is nice to see you all again good morning, would you like any help."?

As they look at me, their eyebrow's flare, I know that something is going on. "This is our duty, we are the cooks, your duty is elsewhere you're the alpha so go do your duties."

I look at them and smile. "A cook might be your duty for now, but we will train after. There are decisions that need to be made by each pack member. You will also have to make a good decision for yourself."

As I walk away, I can hear bickering and dishes clashing together. I hear a creaking sound as I look over and watch as the door opens I see Dominic coming in. With his dark Brown hair and his beautiful brown eyes, almost like a golden color. As he runs his hand through his hair. 

"Ok, spit it out, what is going on."

``There is nothing going on, I'm just concerned that once you approach the pack that we will lose members, and we can't afford to lose anybody."

"It is their choice to back out, they need to know what we are about to go up against. There is a possibility of us losing, not going to sugar coat anything."

"An alpha isn't supposed to doubt her pack, they are supposed to rise above all of it and give them the confidence that they need to defeat the opponent."

I feel my body become hot as my eyes are changing color. Him doubting me isn't something I like. As he looks at me as he backs away. " I do not doubt my pack I know that they are strong, and they are Warriors and that they would be able to defeat the devil's pack the issue is that I want them to understand they might not come out of it alive that we could lose people we love, and I want them to be willing to lose their lives for the cause."

As I know he has no other choice but to bow down to his alpha, I know that it has to be hard that I am also his mate. As I look into his eyes his lips shiver and his response is the only response that he can give" yes alpha."

I don't want people to be scared of me,, but I also don't want people to disrespect me. I know that I doubt myself constantly, and it is something I need to work on. I am still figuring out the powers that are within me, learning new things every day. I am trying to be able to handle all of it. I have demons that I need to fight with by myself, but I also need to stop second guessing what I know is right.