I Will Escape novel Chapter 132

As I wait for everyone to finish eating, I watch and look at those who were too lazy to get up to get their own plate of breakfast. I hate their incompetence and not listening to their alpha. I guess they will starve, they will not be served. I don't understand why others have to think that they are so much more important. I know that you need Warriors to protect your pack and that they are very important. But the people that take care of the Warriors are just as important because if we didn't have them, then where would we be?

I recognize that I might be different from all the other alphas, but maybe change is good. I feel it would be better not to pretend to be somebody I am not. I was brought up a different way than most wolves, I wasn't taught any werewolf traditions. It was all hidden from me; I am finding that my biggest problem is others not wanting to alter tradition.

I don't want my pack members to fear me. Alex runs his pack based on fear, making his pack members suffer the consequences of not listening to him. I realize that my pack is scared, I can smell it on them. I don't want that I want them to be able to speak up to help in all decisions. I know being alpha, I will have the final say in the decision, but it would be nice to have the opinion of my pack members.

I sit and try to look as fearless as possible, I don't want anyone to know I am nervous as I'm holding my hands together, preventing them from shaking. I have only been back a couple of weeks and I have already changed the way that they have been living. I am not sure if they will accept the change or not, but it will stay if they like it or not. Next thing I know, Dominic grips my hand trying to reassure me as his voice is so gentle." Sabrina, are you positive about this, I realize that you get angry when I doubt you, but I just want to make certain that you know what you're doing.``

I take Dominic's hand and put it on my lap and combine his fingers with mine and hold on to him. "Dominic, I'm not sure of anything, but what I do know is we all deserve respect no matter our place in the pack. I realize the pack has been lazy and there has been no training for ladies or children of the pack. The devil's pack will target the weak first, they need to be able to defend themselves."

Dominic's eyes turn from worry to understanding, which makes me sigh and relief knowing that he understands me. "No matter what you do Sabrina I'm always going to be by your side, but you need to understand I will tell you what I think no matter what, Just please don't rip my head off." He lets out a giggle as he's joking with me and kisses my cheek.

The warmth of his lips on my cheek gives me butterflies, loving how much I really care for him. As our baby feels the warmth that has warmed my soul, I then fill her flutters as she summer salts inside me. I then take Dominic's hand out of mine and place it on my belly so he can also feel her movement. I see his eyes light up with excitement when he feels her move.

Loving the moment that we have just shared together through all that has happened, a moment of just pure love. I hope for more moments like this one. I look overhead and see Axel approach me, knowing that it's time to address the pack. He looks at me and says, "Sabrina I really hope you know what you're doing, you have angered a lot, but I know there's reasoning behind your madness."

I give him a soft gentle smile, telling him." Reasoning is simple, we all need to respect each other."

As the Axel turns around to approach the pack, I grab a hold of his hand tightly, so he feels it. I tell him, "you may be seated this is not your pack to run, I am able to stand for myself and address them." As I mind linked, Damian to stand beside me. He has no issue standing next to me. A moment of relief overcomes me, knowing that he supports me. Not that I needed it, but I nevertheless feel relieved.