I Will Escape novel Chapter 81

As Dominic looks at me he’s in shock he can’t believe the words that just came out of my mouth, “Sabrina, are you serious You Love Me?”

“Of course, I love you Dominic you are my mate my one true love.” Exactly Sabrina how can you just expect me to just let you be taken by that monster once again?” Dominic you don’t have a choice he will kill you. He won’t kill me you need to wait here for my father, and then come rescue me. Your damsel in distress, I giggle out to him.

 “Sabrina this is not a laughing matter.”

“This is serious!” I understand Dominic what do you want me to do?” I can’t make your sister leave by herself and have nobody. She would be captured by that monster and be tortured or used to get to us. Sabrina you know I don’t want that to happen to Bridget. Sabrina your not giving me any options here. How can I choose between you and my sister?”

“I am not making you choose Dominic.”

I am telling you what is going to happen but for now let’s just enjoy the time that we have together. If it ever comes down to that, I just want you not to get yourself killed. I can’t lose you Dominic you don’t understand.

I understand completely Sabrina, I can’t lose you either and knowing what would happen to you being with him makes me furious. It would be worse off for Bridget. I can deal with it, she might not survive. Please just think Dominic let’s just stop talking about this, and let’s talk about something else.

“Lets not ruin today because of what might happen tomorrow.”

Jazz is still not talking to me she is upset with me for blocking her out and not listening to her. I wasn’t taking her feelings seriously about making Bridget leave. I understand why she’s upset, but I am not a monster.

 I can’t just make her leave and have nobody. Jazz wants to be happy just the two of us and so do I but, I don’t want it to be at the expense of others. If the Alpha would capture us once again I know what to expect, where as Bridget would maybe not survive. I just don’t know if I could live with myself. Even though I would make sure that we would save her. We would never be able to undo what the damage that monster has already caused her.

I can’t just think of myself when it comes to people you love you do whatever you can to possibly protect them. That is exactly what I am going to do. I just hope that Jazz can find it in her heart to forgive me not hate me for the rest of our lives. Jazz knows I am sorry, and she knows why I am doing what I am doing. She may not agree with it, she will have to live with the consequences of my actions.