I Will Escape novel Chapter 82

Shockingly life has been pretty awesome the past couple weeks waiting for my father. Hoping and praying that he’s just going to walk through the door. Sam did say that it could take up to 2 months to even find him.

I was really hoping it wouldn’t take so long. I am starting to get excited hoping he is going to be coming any time now. Then also trying not to get my hopes up. Sam may never find him and he might never come back. I try to stay positive for everyone else. I don’t want them to have any kind of doubt at all.

Jazz still isn’t talking to me I apologized to her but I think she is more scared than mad. I know that she is growing closer to her mate.

I can tell the bond between Dominic and I is getting stronger. They want to start having pups but right now is just not the time. I don’t want safety to be an issue once we start a family.

We have been training non stop Dominic and Damien have been working us really hard, mostly self defense training. I can tell that my strength is getting greater and everyone is getting more confident in themselves. I also know that even with all this training, we are not going to be able to take a pack down with just us.

 Not really sure if anybody else would join us to take down the Devils pack. Most people are afraid of the consequences that Alpha will cast on them but failure is not an option. I am hoping once my father comes back to us, that he will know what to do and help us fight.

Even though the training gets more intense, I don’t get tired like the others. I put on a show like I am but to be honest I could train even longer. Once I see everyone else getting tired I usually mention, “Why don’t we take a break?”

“Why don’t we finish this tomorrow?”

 As I continue to overthink everything, I worry about those who I love terrified that it could all be gone tomorrow. I make sure I live everyday to the fullest because in the end that’s all I can do for now.

As I am wrapped up all in my head, training is about done for the day. I see the exhaustion from everyone else. I know now it’s time just to have fun and they know it too. So we all shift into our wolf and we go for a run.

We run the territory that we feel safe and we do not go off of it. We don’t want to be seen by anybody so we always stay together to protect each other.

There hasn’t been anybody that we have seen or smelled since we got here. It’s almost like there is a protection barrier around this area. It’s just so hidden maybe nobody even knows of it. Bridget is not allowed to run for now we’re too afraid that her scent will draw others to our location.

She mostly stays around the cabin area, I can tell that she is getting restless and wants to take off. It’s already extremely dangerous for her to be with us. We don’t want her scent surrounding the area for it to be easier for Alpha Alex to find us.

It has been almost 3 weeks since we stopped running. I get worried everyday Alpha Alex will show up out of the blue.

 I have nightmares that he comes and kills everybody and captures me. Only to take me back to my hell with him torturing me as his prisoner.