Life After the Storm novel Chapter 25

It's been a hard couple of days since Landon hasn't talked to me and Jayden is staying away. I'm unsure of what is happening, but I just let it go. I have been so consumed with Jayden that I forgot I'm about to become a mother.

My belly has been growing, I am starting to feel flutters in my stomach, I'm uncertain if that is the baby moving. I think that I have blocked out my pregnancy on purpose. Just because I'm scared and not sure how I'm going to do this. I know that I will find a way no matter what. I just wish I wasn't scared of what is coming.

I have been spending most of my time in my cabin just relaxing. Forgetting how good it feels. All of a sudden, I hear a knock at the door, uncertain who it is I grabbed my robe to put it on. I walk over to the door and I open it hoping that it is Jayden, but when I open the door to my disappointment it is not Jayden.

I put on a fake smile "hi how can I help you?"

"Hi my name is Jasmine I'm in the pack alpha Landon said about you were offering defense training."

"Hi Jasmine, my name is Lilly and yes, I could offer you defense training if you would like."

"Would you be capable of doing it in private where no one would see us."?

"There is nothing to be ashamed of wanting to be able to learn to defend yourself."

"That isn't it, but you'll be able to keep this between us and find a place where we won't be seen."

As I looked further into her eyes, I can see the pain that someone has caused, not just once, but many times. "I'm not familiar with the area if you can find us a place I will go wherever is necessary, and I will keep it secret, I promise."

"Thank you. I really appreciate this. I will come to you tonight, and we will go to a place where it will be easy to train and discreet."

He doesn't look at me as he unzips his pants to take out his hard cock. I sit up and grabbed his cock and began stroking it. I feel it throbbing for me knowing he wants more than a hand job. He pushes me down onto the bed and flips me on to my stomach, I know what he wants. I get on my knees and arch my ass up for him to fuck me. 

He wastes no time as he inserts his hard cock inside my pussy. With every thrust, he is fucking me harder and harder. As he grips on to my hips to keep me in place as he is pounding his full-length inside me. He is fucking me so hard it's starting to hurt. Wishing that he would cum already, so it would be over knowing he got me off. I would like to allow him the time to get off too. Not knowing how much longer I can deal with his roughness.

As tears began to form from the pain he is causing me. I begin to realize he's not who I thought he was. That he is just like Ivan, the only difference is I'm allowing him to hurt me. How could I have been so blind to all of it? As I feel warmth inside me knowing that he is finally finished.

He releases my hip as I collapse on to the bed thankful that he is finished. I hear him as he zips up his pants and leaves without a word, when I hear the door shut. I break into tears. What the hell just happened, why did I allow him to hurt me? I curl up into a ball and cry myself to sleep.