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Lost Me, Gained Regret (Jane and Bryant Ferguson) novel Chapter 437

For a long while, Bryant didn't respond.

I wasn't sure what he was pondering over; after a lengthy pause, he finally spoke in a low voice, "Does it hurt?"

I shook my head, replying, "It hasn't hurt for a while now."

He also shook his head. "No, I mean, did it hurt at the time?"

"It was bearable."

Licking my lips, I added, "That wasn't the worst pain for me."

"I remember..." Bryant's voice was nasal, "You used to be scared of even a needle prick when getting blood drawn."

I chuckled lightly, "I was afraid of pain back then, not so much anymore."

Everything that happened thereafter made me realize that pain was the simplest, most straightforward thing. Nothing to be afraid of.

Especially after sinking into depression, during my initial days in France, I secretly stopped my medication and couldn't control my emotions. At that time, I couldn't even bother thinking about pain. Before my mind could even process it, the cut was already made.

As I was talking, the car had already stopped under the porte-cochere, and the driver came around to open the door for me. I grabbed my clutch and lifted the hem of my dress as I stepped out, took a few steps, and looked back at Bryant, who had also exited the car, "Thanks for the ride, I'm off to find Ms. Taylor now."

Without waiting for his reply, I walked away in my high heels.

It was only as I turned around that I suddenly realized, I was different from before. Couldn't quite pinpoint how.

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