Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2 novel Chapter 106

  Episode-106 "he saved me twice and break me at once"

      Celeste's POV:

                       I threw the glass on the floor, why... why

I am thinking about Ernest?.. he doesn't deserve me?.. I hate it... why my mind

is lingering around him?..

   I pushed very thing

off the table in frustration. I sat down on the floor as I cried.. Why am I

thinking about him? Why I feel like I miss him?... Why this heart messing with

my mind?... I don't feel for him.. I can't love him... I hate this...

    I noticed my hand

is bleeding but I don't care any less... the door opened, I saw Ace, he looked

around as the room was in mess. Maybe he heard the crash, I looked away as I

hate someone stranger looking at me being this pitiful...

   He walked to me and

said, "Miss. Celeste... get up.... Your hand is bleeding..." I whispered, "please...

leave me alone..." Ace walked further, he sat in front of me and stretched his

hand, I looked at him through tears. He said, "Miss. Celeste.... Your hand is

bleeding.." I didn't responded..

      Ace didn't

waited, he took my hand and pulled the glass piece out.. I yelped in pain. He

put his napkin on the wound stopping the blood. He didn't looked at me and

said, "Bad Memories are same as this glass piece... if you kept it for too long

it will hurt you... give you pain.... Miss. Celeste, pulling the glass needs

strength.... You need to show this strength..." I just looked at him as he said

this... he didn't looked at me but kept attempting to stop the blood.

      After he was done , He looked at me and said,

"it will hurt you if you won't pull it out..." I whispered, "do you think it's

easy?" he shakes his head in ˜no'.... he got up and said, "I will send maid to

treat your wound.." he walked out.. he said that I need to get rid of it as if

I don't want to.. it's not in my control... I scoffed on Ace's word... Ernest isn't

go..."

       I said, "dad... I

don't know what I feel, I hate Ernest for doing this to me.. when I got to knew

he lost his love, I tried to be friendly to him, I tried to cheer him up... I

took care of him.... but he destroyed me inside out... I should be hating him,

right?.. I should be hating him.... but..." I touched my chest and said, "I feel

like seeing him, but at the same time I am scared to face him.... I want to hear

him call my name, but I don't want to talk to me.... I hate that I miss him... but

I will never return to him... never...." I said this as tears roll down..

   Dad said, "Celeste...

do you love him? did you loved him before he kidnapped you?" I looked at dad on

this... I did loved him before he.. he tortured me.. and did all of this to me.

Even though I hated that he took me as Isabella, but he saved me twice and

break me at once... what do I feel for that man?