Episode- 330
** Logan’s POV:**
I looked down and said, “I know… I know it
very well..”
Grandpa said, “Logan, listen….you have leave that 8 year old boy’s mind and memories… it doesn’t matter…. it’s not anyone’s fault… it’s our luck that you got saved with minor injury… don’t blame anyone… forgive
yourself… you are not that little boy anymore, you are enough Logan… take that as nightmare…”
I just looked down,
he sounds nice…. and correct
I was blaming everyone right…it was no escape for me… it put me in more difficult place.
is it easy to forget the scene of crash when you were in back seat?... when you wake up, your life was changed…
it was horrifying for me… my unknown nightmare was real and I was living it…
I have to forget this,
They are right, I can’t live like this… I can’t…..
it’s no one’s fault…. how I excepted someone can take blame for this because I couldn’t do
anything to fix it?... isn’t it too selfish?...
I tried not to do wrong to anyone…. but I indeed did when I put my pain in form of blame on others… it was easy I guess… but now I want to live normal…
Queen said in letter,
I deserve to be happy….
Even if I disliked
her years, her words were right…
Evelyn…. I am sorry….
will you love me if I ask for forgiveness…
she filled the void without trying, she made everything
bright near me…. but I rejected her….. when someone as her was being true her feeling I chose to hide like an coward..
I should fix this..
. but now, her entire family is against me…. what am I going
to do?
I should at least say sorry to her, regardless she will accept me anymore or not…
but one thing is sure
I love you Evelyn Gray… and I will try to be the best to gain her love.
I heard Grandpa,
“Boy.. live your life like others… unnecessary hate and blame will made it
harder…. nobody deserves it.” he is right.
** Evelyn’s POV:**
a day later,
I decided to go shop today…..
I miss him so bad,
Logan Knight…. what you did with my mind?
I was sitting in back seat as the driver was
driving me to the mall. I got a text.
I opened it with straight
face,
Logan: can we meet.
I furrowed my
eyebrows looking at the phone. he wants to talk to me?
Logan said: Please,
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