** Episode- 352**
Angela’s POV:
Aaron didn’t return to the room, it’s
midnight…. Queen left along ago, I couldn’t stand there so I decided to hide.
But as he is not here anymore, a fear is rising… like he will
feel disgusted in me because I killed my mother, His mother hates me for
everything… I can’t complain…
But why she didn’t try to understand what went through my
heart?..
what if Aaron listens
to his mother?
Will he leave me?...
he will abandon me like everyone else did?
I heard a voice
inside me, ‘You don’t deserve anyone… you killed your mother and many…’
stop this…
‘You are never going to be happy… he will leave you’
no… he can’t…. I can’t
lose the only person I love…
‘You are no longer
the Angela he loved…. you are worthless’
my eyes flooded with
tears….
‘You are disgusting’
No… No… please…
please stop
‘You are disgusting
and worthless… what kind of person you are?’
Please…stop!…
I covered my ears
with my hand, my hands are shaking, but the voice never stopped.
I shut my eyes close,
I want to cry harder.
I felt hand on my
face, it lifted me to face him. I heard Aaron’s voice, “Angela… look at me…”
I couldn’t look at
him, fearing this is imagination. I heard him, “Look at me Angela… please… I am
here…”
I opened my eyes with
lot of fear, Aaron was sitting in front on his knees holding my face. I cried out, “I… am sorry… I
didn’t meant to kill her…. it.. happened…”
I fell into his arms,
trying to get close to him. He can’t leave me, I will be alone and lonely
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