Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2 novel Chapter 52

  Episode-52 "take her as Isabella"

Ernest's POV:

     I saw Celeste ran out of the room... I went too

far, why am I talking her for Isabella?.... I hate this.. I hate it... I am only Isabella's...

I belong to her.. for a moment I felt so comforted by Celeste, like I got back

what I lost... I touched my chest.. I said as tear roll down, "why it felt the

same.... It felt like I was supposed to do it.." I grabbed the coffee mug in

anger and threw it on the floor.. I can't take any other person as Isabella.... i

feel uncomfortable by this anger... my skin is burning in anger... ahh!!!!!

    1 hour later,

   I was sitting in my

mansion, looking at Isabella's picture.. I was on the floor resting my back

against my bed... my cheeks were wetted by my own tears, my hand is bleeding as I

break the shelf in anger.... I have this glass filled with alcohol... I haven't

drank it yet.. I have no will to drink... how can I kiss someone?... I looked at

Isabella, smiling in this picture and I said, "I am sorry... I don't know what

happen... but I love you Isabella..." I wish she could look at me, Isabella could

sold me, slap me on my mistake.. but she wont...

    I threw the glass

away in anger, I screamed.... My bed room door open.. I looked at Alexis... why is

he here?... I said, "get out!!" he closed the door and rushed to me... he was

worried.. he looked at my hand which still had the glass piece in it.. I don't

care.. I want to feel this pain..

     Alexis exclaimed,

"Brother!!.. are you nuts!!" he ran somewhere and came with a first aid

box...  Alexis removed the glass piece, I

didn't even flinch... he was giving me first aid as he said, "Brother.. what

happened?.. are you gone crazy?... what if mom sees this?... she will break

into pieces.." I know... I know that's why I live alone in this mansion... that's

why I don't go to visit mom... I know she read me very well... I don't want her to

see he breaking

     I wiped my tears

and said, "Cheery?"

    Alexis said, "she

went at palace.. mom called her.. dad wont let he leave till her wrist is

better" I don't want Cherry to see this, I don't want my sister to worry about

me, she worries a lot... she knows me as her strong brother... I won't let her see

me like this.

    I said, "Alexis...

today... I kissed Celeste... I took her for Isabella... how can I do that?.. Isabella