Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2 novel Chapter 78

Episode-78 "I can't love her"

   Ernest's POV:

                        Evelyn said as Aaron was talking her out, "

BIG BROTHER!!! If close your eyes, and think about love... you see Celeste or

Isabella... think about happiness... you see Celeste or Isabella.... do you fear

losing her?... do you fear you will be left alone when you don't have Celeste?"

no! this is not true... Evelyn is just a child, she is immature.. her words are

not true...

   I banged my hand on

the table in anger and frustration, I supported myself as I rested both of my

hands on the table, I closed my eyes and Evelyn's words are ringing in my mind...

I don't love Celeste... she is no special to be... I hate her... I got her here so I

can destroy her.

                     "think

about love?" the only face came in my mind was Celeste... she was smiling...

            "think

about happiness".... I saw Celeste...

     I opened my eyes

in shock.. no!!, I don't love her!!!.... I don't.... this is not true.. I only

love Isabella... I feel my eyes tearing, anger rising in my vein... how can I do

this to myself and Isabella?... how can I love someone else?... I don't love

Celeste... I can't lover her!!!.... I can't!!!!!!!...............

    Few hours later,

        It's been

hours.. it's midnight to be exact... I said to myself again, "I don't love

her...."  I somehow made it to my room, I

walked in and stood in front of the picture.... I looked at Isabella in the

picture and said to myself, "I don't know... I really don't.... but there is one

thing... I really don't feel as lonely as before... like the missing part is in me

again... I really don't know Isabella... I really don't..." I searched for the cigar

and I found it in one of the cabinet.. I light it up and smoked it...