Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2 novel Chapter 83

   Episode-83 how can I do this to myself?....                        

    Celeste's POV:

             I am surprised but in a bad way... as I

got out of the bathroom he is sitting on chair smoking, but what terrifies me

more is that he is looking at Isabella's picture... he is looking at her.... he

will torture me now...  I am filled with

fear...

       I went under the

cover and turned my back to him and closed my eyes, please.. don't rpe me

again.... Don't.... I am scared about the torture more than the rape.. I can't

bear the physical pain... I can't... I am afraid I will agree to everything he will

say when he starts to hurt me..

    I was wide awake

and alert.. more than awake... after 15 minutes, I heard footsteps. I heard the

door close... I got up and looked at the door, I looked around the room to make

sure he was not here... I got down and went to the bathroom to check if he was

there or not.... He left the room... I feel relief... but where he went in middle of

the night...

   Ernest's POV:

                    I walked to the shooting rang... I

am so tensed... something is uneasy inside me... like it's killing me. I grabbed

the gun and I started shooting at the target without thinking. I shot till

there were no bullets in the gun.. I searched for more bullet, I reloaded the

gun and  I started shooting again... he gun

got empty...

     I threw the gun in

frustration, the anger I too much to handle... I am angry on myself too... I don't

know when this Celeste got stuck in my mind. No matter how hard I try to hate

her I am failing. Cherry was right, I kept her here as Isabella but me myself

consider as Celeste...

   Why I got this weak