Rita's shoulders trembled, and a bitter smile spilled over her lips. She said, "Aaron, I really don't know how to keep rational. My heart tells me that I can't blame you about this matter. It was an accident. No one wanted it to happen. You didn't cheat on me or betray me, but I... I just can't take it as if nothing happened."
"I understand, Riri, I understand everything you say."
The more he loved her, the more he couldn't accept the fact that there was a flaw in her love. Moreover, this matter made her exhausted both physically and mentally. The incident happened too suddenly and caught them unprepared. Moreover, this was not a matter that would fade away in a period of time, but a matter would cause effects hanging in their heart for a lifetime. Their marriage had to be always accompanied by this incident.
Rita was still lost in her thoughts. Aaron knew that her reaction was quite normal.
He could not blame her for not completely forgiving him or force her to do so.
He hugged Rita tightly and sensed the sweet smell of her body. "I know you do mind this matter very much. I know I can't ask for your forgiveness."
It was quite understandable for her to take it serious, and nothing could erase the pain in her heart, but he still had to tell Rita his real thoughts in his heart. "But, let's face it together, okay? No matter what difficulties we will encounter in the future, let's face and overcome them together."
Rita looked back at him, and at that moment, her eyes overflowed with tears.
She hate to part with Aaron and she couldn't do so.
She was poisoned by Aaron's love and her affection for him grew deeper and deeper. So she listed many reasons for herself not to be angry with him. Well, that happened before she met him. That happened before he got married with her. During the marriage life, he didn't betray her, he didn't cheat on her, and he didn't do things that would hurt her.
Even though she had listed hundreds of thousands of reasons, she still felt very upset.
From the rational part, she could understand him, but she couldn't control her emotions.
Rita pretended to easily smile and said, "All right, you silly, I know. Let time make decision."
She didn't want Aaron to worry about her. So she pretended as if nothing had happened. "I'm going to take a bath and go to bed. I'm so tired. It's been a whole day."
Rita struggled to free herself from Aaron's arm, but he held her tightly and said, "Lt's bathe together."
"No way!" Rita pouted and said, "Let go of me, or I will beat you."
"Do you think you can beat me?"
Aaron brazenly clung to her body. "My dearest honey, let me take a bite tonight."
"No!"
Rita's body and heart were all full of rejection. "You just said that you would understand me whatever I say."
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