Alpha Nicholas novel Chapter 54

As I continue to caress her skin, I don’t miss the feel of the scars and bumps that litter her stomach, or the feel of her body as she slightly tenses and it instantly makes me angry, but somehow, by the grace of the goddess, I manage to hold my anger in. Anger has no place in the bedroom. Besides, this is anger that I will be dealing with later on and I can’t fucking wait! I feel her tense up when I run my fingers across a rather large scar but I pretend I don’t notice and instead move on to running my hand up her top and teasing one of her nipples through her bra.

I look down at my beautiful girl’s face and thankfully she doesn’t seem fazed by my words but still, I check in with her. “Do you want us to stop, baby?” She instantly shakes her head no and I can’t help but laugh at her eagerness. I’m not sure how far she’s going to let me go with her tonight but before we do anymore I need to know if what I’m thinking is true or not. I pull back a little all while never letting my eyes leave hers. I cup her cheek but keep my mind focused on what I want to ask before I once again find myself distracted by her beauty.

“Baby, I need to know… are you a virgin?” She sucks in a deep breath and I feel her try to move herself away from me so I hook my arm over her hip to hold her still. “Is this reaction because you are uncomfortable about the question or embarrassed?” I get that this could be a fairly awkward conversation for her but we’re mates and if she can’t be open about anything and everything with me then who can she?

She remains quiet for several long ass seconds before taking a deep breath and slightly blushing which I find cute as fuck. “I’m not uncomfortable I don’t think… maybe a little but… I think I’m more embarrassed than anything.” She’s too fucking cute right now. “Why are you embarrassed, sweetheart?” Im pretty sure I know why but I want to get her talking. One thing I’ve learned about Bonnie is that talking is a great tool for distracting her. “Because I am… I’m a virgin and you… you’re experienced and I’m not. How can I compete with anyone else… what if I can’t?”

“I wish you could see yourself how I do. I wish you could see yourself through my eyes. I wish you could know my thoughts and read my mind because then you would know exactly how I feel. I understand your reasons for feeling how you do but for me… fuck for me you are perfect. Fucking perfect!”

“There’s nothing I don’t like about you, no part that I don’t want to see, kiss, lick, suck and worship until the day I die. I can’t wait to take my time with you and believe me, sweetheart, you will love every second it it.” I watch her eyes delicate and love how responsive she is to me. “Do you like the sound of that, darling?” She nods her head so fast I’m surprised that it doesn’t come off.

“The fact that you’re a virgin makes me insanely happy. Every inch of you gets to be mine. Knowing that I get to be the only man to ever touch you… to feel you? fuck, that drives me insane and has me even harder than before which I didn’t think was possible.” She smiles at me “You seem to know all the right things to say.” I gave her a cheeky smile and wink trying to get her to relax a little more. “I’m just being honest, baby.”

Instead of saying anything back, she shocks the hell out of me when she pulls my head down to her and starts kissing me like her life depends on it. Her kiss is intense and needy and I have to think of Suzzy in a thong to stop myself from, coming before I’ve even been inside of her. “If you want this to stop at any time then just tell me to stop, sweetheart.” She nods and her innocence is killing me. Fuck, I can’t wait to corrupt her in my very own way.

“What tickles?” He plasters an innocent look across his face as if he has no idea what I’m on about but I can see that he knows exactly what he’s doing and I love this playful side of him. He places more kisses across my stomach causing me to laugh out and wiggle my hips around and this only brings on his own laughter.

Finally, when I feel like I’m about to pass out from laughing so much he takes pity on me and switches to kissing a trail up from my stomach and stopping at my mouth. He pecks my lips a few times before leaving a trail of featherlight kisses to my jaw and down my neck but this time he doesn’t stop instead he carries on leaving kisses along my collarbone and over the swell of my breasts.

I can see he’s about to ask for my permission so instead, I wiggle my hips a little and he laughs as he takes the hint and he makes quick work of removing my leggings and leaving me lying in front of him in just my red lacy bra and panties. His eyes roam my body and he lets out a growl as I pull on his trousers, again he quickly takes the hint and removes them to so now he’s only in his boxers and I’m about three seconds away from passing out from the beautiful sight that’s in front of me. He’s not playing fair looking this good!