Broken but still Alive novel Chapter 128

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‘It’ll be okay.” Dream Lee whispered rubbing my back.

“You were just never meant to be a mother.”

I came awake with a jerk and looked into Lee’s concerned face. He helped me out the tube and dried me off. when I was dressed and back in bed I told him about my dream. He said nothing and I didn’t need for him to.

5 Months Later

I allowed myself a little hope as I looked at myself in the mirror. I was now eight months pregnant and huge. My family

still didn’t know what was going expect for my mom. My brother had called and said some hurtful things to me telling

me how I was worrying and hurting every one. He even made it a point to tell me what a bad friend I’d been to miss the

birth of Blaze’s and Lilly’s child.

I let him get all his anger out before telling him I loved him and hanging up.

When Lee was done with work he took me out side and we got in the pool. He let me float around while he held me. I

grew sleepy and Lee chuckled telling me it was fine and that I could sleep he wouldn’t let me drown.

Lee woke me up when he deemed we’d stayed in the water long enough. He carried me to our room and dried me off

and pulled new clothes on me.

I slept for the rest of the day.

“Hey. Hey fatty wake up.”

I frowned and swatted as something poked my cheek.

Come on cupcake wake up.”

I groaned and opened my eyes to see Blaze. A smile spread across my face and I quickly reached up to hug him. He

chuckled and hugged me back before placing one of his hands against my beach ball stomach.

“When Lee told me you were pregnant I couldn’t believe him but gah Cupake your huge.”

‘Thanks I guess. I laughed quietly.

He suddenly went serious and grabbed my hand. “Lee also told me about the other baby. I’m so sorry you had to go

through that Ambria. You should have told me I would have been there.”

I shook my head my eyes filling with tears “It was something me and Lee needed to do togeather.”

He nodded and sighed. “You have everyone at home worried about you.”

“I think they’ll understand if you explain it to them. In fact I know they will and they’ll be here supporting you wither

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things go down hill or not

I gave a strained smile and nodded.

“Hey you want to see my son?” Blaze perked up his eyes brighting.

Giving a real smile I nodded squeezing his hand. He got up and left but quickly returned with Lilly. Lyra, and a blue

bundle.

I suddenly saw how old Blaze looked. He didn’t look like a kid anymore he looked like an adult. He looked like a dad. He hovered around Lilly worriedly as Lilly came forward

Lilly gave me a big smile and lowered her son into my waiting arms

I awed as the little blew a bubble and wave his little fist in the air. A pang of loss filled me as I realized my baby would

have been this small. It would have been blowing bubbles and looked up at me with such innocence.

I prayed the baby inside me would get that chance.

“He’s amazing guys.” I smiled handed him back to his mother.

“His names Max. Blaze stated proudly.

I smiled and allowed him to sit back down beside me his hand grasping mine tighlty.

“Lee said you need as much sleep as possible so we’ll talk to at dinner alright?” Blaze said squezzing my hand. I nodded

and he kissed my cheek as did Lilly. As they left Lyra stared at me intently before leaving without a word

I was amazed she was here without her brothers hovering around her. I’d never seen her without them near or at least

in the same building. It was like it was as if it was impossible for them to not be near Lyra.

Lee entered the room a steaming cup in his hand ‘Hey sugar muffin.” I grinned widely.

He rolled his eyes at me and help me sit up all the way before placing the cup in my cool hands. “Your brother called

again. I’m going to end strangling that pup.” He growled.

I laughed and ran a hand along his arm making him sit down beside me. ‘Did you enjoy your visit?” He asked rubbing my belly making our little joy kick against his hand. A smile of awe and happiness tilted his lips making me smile in

return.

He played with the baby as I finished my cup, his hand pressing at different parts of my belly causing our pup to kick or

hit where ever Lee’s hand rested.

“Yes it was a nice surprise. Why are they here though.”

“Well Lyra has been training but she needs to start training with the Queen. Blaze wanted to make sure she arrived sale

but he wasn’t willingly to live Lilly or his pup behind

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Lee leaned down and laid a soft kiss on my belly before pulling me down the bed and covering me up.

‘Sleep I’ll be here when you wake up.”

My eyes already drooping I gave him a blurry smile before I once was asleep.

It seemed a second passed before Lee was shaking me awake and telling me it was time for dinner and that we were

going to eat in the dining room with the rest of the family.

I nodded still half asleep and allowed him to slide a arm under my legs and around my upper back. I frowned as he

picked me up the cool air wrapping around me. Sleepily I wrapped my arms around his neck in a loose manner and felt

myself slowly slipping back in to my peaceful slumber.

Suddenly there was a intense burst of light that made me cringe and slowly open my eyes only to be blinded by the light.

I rubbed my eyes and finally they adjusted allowing me to see that everyone was seated at the table and smiling.

I felt slightly uncomfortable as Blade eyed my enormous belly covered by a big blue button up dress. Lee sat me down in

my chair and slide in beside me. I almost started drooling as a amazing smelling stew was placed in front of me. I waited

for until the King blessed our food then quickly digged in.

Blaze’s laughter made me pause. With my spoon hovering near my lips I looked up to see him staring at me in

amusement. “I remember when Lilly was like that. Eating everything in sight and making me get pickles and ice cream

at three in the morning.”

I smiled slightly embarrassed and forced myself to take my time.

Lee grabbed my hand under the table and squeezed it.” Yes Angel has me on the go for food at her whim.” He smiled. He

stared at me his eyes warm telling me he enjoyed every minute of it.

In that moment I really hoped I could give my wonderful mate the family he so desperately wished for. That I wished

for.

‘So what do you do around here?” Lyra asked suddenly looking partly sad and bored.

She must miss her brothers. Having them around constantly then knowing you won’t see them in a long time had to

difficult.

“You can hang out with me. I usually walk in the gardens in the morning and sometimes I watch movies in the movie

room. Of course I sleep a lot but when I’m awake we can come find me if you want.” I said shrugging

She gave me a grateful smile. Sure sounds cool.”

‘Just find me first to see if she’s awake.‘ Lee said wiping his mouth with a dark blue napkin.

Suddenly Lilly sprang up from her seat. “Sorry the baby is up its dinner time‘

She kissed Blaze on the cheek and quickly left. The table fell into small talk after that and soon Lee declated it was time

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