From Rejected Luna To Lycan Queen (Eloise and Edward) novel Chapter 289

Chapter 289 Fuck Buddies

ZARA.

“I guess I was just ashamed,” I told them. And honestly, I was ashamed.

“You might feel like that and I understand why you might but I promise you that you can tell me anything you want to. I’m not a monster, I’ll understand.” Eloise said.

“I know, it’s just after everything you’ve done for me, and then everything I know that Antoine has done, I still went to meet him. I should have been strong enough. I should have been able to face him and tell him no. But I couldn’t, it’s been so long and the fact that he looked miserable at the palace the other day, my mind couldn’t help it. I had to know what was going on.” I said

“I can’t even promise that if I see him again, my heart won’t skip rapidly,” I said bowing my head down in shame. I should be able to stop that. I should be able to look at him and not give two fucks, he’s a bad man after all, but I just can’t.

“Girl, this is fate. It’s what the Moon Goddess planned. She made you guys mate for a reason. And it’s already normal, there’s no way you’re mage with someone and you’re able to resist them, take that from my dear husband and me. It’s hard, okay? So I understand where you’re coming from. As long as he isn’t treating you badly. But are you sure you’re okay with this rejection?” she asked me.

“Yes, I a-”

“Answer honestly, Zara. It’s fine to not be okay with it. He’s your mate, it’s okay to want him. There’s nothing you can do about it, it’s the one thing in life where we don’t have a choice. The choice has already been made for us.” Eloise said.

“I miss him so goddamn much I think I might die. I miss him so fucking much guys. I’ve been able to keep it on hold for the months I didn’t see him but the moment I went back to him to have sex, I knew it would be hard to let go, it’s why I rejected him.” I told them.

“Honest question, was the sex good?” Lex asked.

“Come on, Lex. Now’s not the time for that.” Eloise rolled her eyes.

“I mean I’m curious too,” Liv said looking away from Eloise who sent glares her way immediately.

“Oh yeah?” Lex asked her and high–fived her. “So answer the question as the majority has won the vote. I know Eloise is also curious deep down.” Lex said.

“Eweww. I’m definitely not curious as to how my brother is in bed. That’s so disgusting.” Eloise said, throwing a pillow at them. I was just laughing at the interaction.

“Well, he’s not our brother,” Lex said.

“He’s kind of my brother since he’s my cousin but it’s fine. I’ve disowned him since he started moving mad.” Liv said.

1/2 “I’ll save you guys from the stress and answer. Yes, he’s damn good. Oh Goddess, he’s so fucking good that

Chapter 289 Fuck Buddies

it makes me want to forget all bad things and just make him my fuck buddy. Because I tell you girls, there been no one, and I mean it, no one who knows how to play my body the way he does He plays for like a fucking guitar, like he was the one that built those strings, and it feels better each time” I told them

“That brought goosebumps out on my skin,” Lex said.

“So the sex is good,” Liv said.

“Too fucking good for someone I don’t want to be in their lives anymore,” I said.

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