Get Back The Abandoned Luna (Scarlett and Alexander) novel Chapter 166

Chapter 166

Archer

Mama and Papa have been very busy these past few days.

Before, I used to feel upset whenever someone else could easily take their attention away, leaving me alone for important things. I wanted to cry and ask them–if they really loved me, why did ofher children, always have their mama and papa beside them, while mine hardly did?

I wanted to ask if I was important to them. I wanted to ask why they wouldn’t play with me anymore. But I was scared. Scared that if I asked, they would hate me for it.

Just like what Nanny said.

She told me that if I didn’t behave, if I wasn’t a good child, Mama and Papa would come to hate me.

She always said I was a good Alpha. And good Alphas were supposed to be obedient, polite, proper, and kind.

* I once heard her say that Mama and Papa liked good Alphas–good children.

And since I loved them so much, I didn’t want them to hate me.

I don’t understand at first why mama and papa were always busy, why they would spend no time playing with me. I asked Nanny about it and she would always say that they have roles and responsibilities to do to the pack and when I’m older, an adult, they would hand those responsibilities to me.

If they would hand those responsibilities with me, can they play with me?

Will they finally be with me for twenty–four hours?

I miss mama and papa so much.

They had been called by what they said ‘council‘ and I’m starting to hate that council.

But since I’m a good kid and a good child, I should learn how to hide my emotions and my feelings.

I don’t want to get hated by the people I cared for and loved the most.

I know that mama and papa love me, I could feel it and I could sense it that’s why I forgive them for always handing me to Nanny.

As for Nanny, I don’t really have feelings for her. I don’t hate nor like her either.

“Archer!”

I snapped back from my thoughts when I heard her exclaimed, slapping the table in front of me that jolted me awake.

Here she is again.

“Daydreaming again? I told you to finish reading the book to know the policies of this pack! Why are you

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so stubborn! Bad kids are going to be punished!”

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I watched as her hands grabbed my wrist, taking me out of the chair, dragging me to stand in the middle of the library room as she started pulling my pants off.

I closed my eyes, gritting my teeth as she whipped me with those long black whips on the back of my legs, making me hiss.

My eyes started to burn the same as my legs were getting weaker.

“You’re a bad kid, Archer. You know that I’m just doing this for your own good. You want to make your mama and papa proud, right?” I heard her claim. “That’s why you have to be a good boy and always listen to me.”

I pursed my lips and tried to stop myself from crying.

It hurts.

Mama, papa… it hurts.

If I tell them to stop this, will they scold me? Will they hate me and not want Archer anymore?

I don’t want that.

I’m afraid.

Mama.

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Papa.

I’m afraid. It really hurts.

I don’t want Nanny to play with me.

“If you tell mama and papa about this, they would be disappointed with you…” her words made me tremble, tears that I had been trying to hold on, dripped from my cheeks as she stood up, putting those whip onto the table before she bend lower, matching my eyes as she looked at me with worries while her hands were wiping my tears away while helping me put my pants on.

“You will become a good alpha, a strong alpha if you pass all of my requirements, Archer.” I heard her say with those soft, coaxing tone. “Do you want to make your mama and papa, proud?”

I pursed my lips, my legs were still trembling and I could feel a liquid still dripping down from where it had been whipped. Seeing that I didn’t answer her immediately, she grabbed my cheeks, squeezing it tightly.

“You’re the most problematic kid I have ever encountered.” Her voice changed, it made my body tremble as her gaze was piercing.

She… She’s scary.

I don’t want to be here.

sono finish their job?

play with me, not with this Nanny.

“N…Nanny, I–I will read all those books…” I said despite that I don’t want to, glancing at those handbourd books that was piled together.

I couldn’t understand some of it despite that I have been reading it over and over again.

. Ever since mama and papa started to get busy, Nanny was getting stricter with me.

At first, it was all okay because Nanny won’t make me suffer like this but these days… I can’t count how many times it had been ever since she started whipping me and it hurts so much that I thought I would lose my legs.

Thank goodness I managed to learn how to bath on my own… if mama and papa would saw these scars, they might get disappointed at me for not being strong.

I learned how to count now. I could count how many days would it take before the wounds on my legs would disappear.

It would take one day for it to heal!

Does that make me stronger?

I heard that some of the wolves healed quickly–especially papa. I want to be like papa who is strong, intelligent, and handsome. I like mama too who is strong, intelligent and beautiful.

If I become strong, can I request to mama and papa to send Nanny away?

She’s really scary.

But I think I get her. I heard from the cook that when I ask her about what they think about Nanny, I remembered it clearly that she said Nanny was a pitiful person because she lost three of her kids.

Not just her kids but also her mate.

I heard that mate is someone you gotta spend your whole life with, like mama and papa who are together.

Now that I think of it, the frustration I had towards her would suddenly disappear.

Nanny is also a pitiful person.

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I don’t want to imagine losing my mama or papa–just by thinking about it alone makes my heart hurts so much that it makes me want to cry.

It hurts more than the wound on my legs.

But Nanny not just lost one people but four of them–four of her loved ones.

I can forgive Nanny–after all, I’m a good kid and good kids are always loved and kind.

Besides, I want to make my mama and papa to be proud to have me as their son so I’m going to become a good Alpha, a good son, and a good friend too!

Though, I still don’t have friends.

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I really envy those kids outside who can play and have fun.

While I’m stuck here with books.

But it’s not like I hate reading books or training… I enjoyed it—but I want to play too.

Does that make me a bad child?

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“Are you daydreaming again?!” I snapped back from my thoughts and hurriedly shook my head for fear that Nanny would get angry again and hurriedly took the book right beside me and opened it.

“I’m reading, Nanny. Please don’t be mad.”

I heard Nanny took a deep sigh and saw her hid those whip on the desk before she sat across from me.

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