He cheated i chose two firefighters novel Chapter 163

Chapter 163 BOOK 2: You’re a Woman Now

Trigger Warning: Body–shaming

Natalie’s POV, Age 12

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“You are a woman now. What you see there is proof you can have babies. Your flat chest will begin to bud, and soon you will have breasts,” my mama tells me. I look at hers. They are huge.

“Mama, will my breasts become as large as yours? I am not sure I want that, mama,” I whisper.

“Maybe they will, maybe they will not. But I will tell you one thing–you will keep your legs shut. You will not allow any boys to touch you. Do you understand me?”

“Yes, ma’am,” I reply dutifully. I feel slightly awkward. I am literally sitting on the toilet while she stares at me and delivers this lecture. I have been cramping in my tummy all day, and I thought I needed to poop. So I came to the bathroom and looked in my underwear and saw all this brownish–red gross stuff. I believed I had an accident. My mom came running to the bathroom when she heard me yell.

When she saw what I was screaming at, she huffed and told me to shush. That is when she began to explain to me what a period is and that now I could have babies.

She is dispassionate about it, a Chapter Unlocked, Enjoy Reading! cabinet under the sink and gets me a pad, then she goes to my room and brings me new underwear. She shows me how to put the pad on. She says later she will teach me about tampons.

Now here I am lying in bed with a heating pad. I am a woman now, mama says. What does that mean?

Natalie’s POV, Age 14

“I swear to God, Nat, you are going to eat me out of house and home. Why are you always eating? Do you enjoy being fat? Do you believe any boy will want a fat girlfriend?”

“You told me to stay away from boys, so I stay away,” I say, as I eat the apple she is losing her mind

over.

“Do not get sassy with me, you little bitch.”

I inwardly roll my eyes. Ever since that fateful day two years ago when I became a “woman,” my mama has changed. At first, they were little things. She started to nitpick my clothes, about how tight they were, then it was the way I did my hair. I was learning from YouTube how to style my hair in cute

space buns.

Then, when I started to wear makeup this year, I suddenly became a little btch or whre. Now, apparently, I am fat. I mean, I was not skinny like her, or like other girls–I had hips and my breasts had definitely come in, my thighs were just a little thicker, but my waist was smallish. I simply had a tiny

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pouch.

“No, mama. I am only saying that I stay away from boys.”

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“You had better. Not that any boy would want you with the way you look anyway. If you get fatter, you

will have to go shopping again. I will not be buying you a new wardrobe, Nat.”

“I know, mama,” I mumble. I hate the word fat. I am not fucking fat.

Natalie’s POV, Age 16

“Come on, Nat, let me feel your tits,” Roman Valois demands. He and I are on our first date. He took

me to a nice steakhouse, and then we went to a movie. Now, as we are parked across the street from

my house, he thinks I will let him feel me up.

“No, Roman. I am not one of those easy girls. I am a lady, so you will treat me like one.”

He scoffs at me, actually scoffs.

“A lady? Seriously? You are just a sixteen–year–old girl. I was going to make you my girlfriend for my senior year. Do you know what that would do for your reputation? You would go from the nerdy but hot, goody girl, to probably the most popular girl in school? I am the star quarterback.”

“Wow, is your ego inflated much?”

“Ugh, you are such a fucking prude. You either put out or get out,” he snarls at me. “You are wasting my fucking time.”

I feel tears prick my eyes, but I am not going to let them fall.

“You know what, Roman? Fuck you!”

I push open his car door, and before I even shut it, he is squealing off.

I walk across the street to my front door. My mom throws it open.

“Did you whore yourself out?”

“No, mama.”

“He probably did not even want your fat ass. Troy is here tonight. Stay away from him. Do not flaunt your body around.”

Great, I think as I walk into the house and toward the kitchen. Mom’s flavor of the month is here. Except, this one has lasted two months. I hate him. He is always leering at me. He makes me feel uncomfortable. I go to the fridge and grab a water bottle. When I turn around, there is Troy, leaning against the wall, in his white tank top and baby blue basketball shorts, staring at me.

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He licks his lips as his brown eyes roam up and down my body. His dark arms are crossed over his over–muscled dark chest. His skin color is two shades darker than my light mocha skin. His smile deepens.

I am wearing a modest purple dress and black flats. It covers my cleavage and stops right above my knees. The problem is it is tight, shows all my curves, and with my ass and tits as big as they are, some might say it is sexy. My hair is straightened and falls to my mid–back.

“Looking mighty pretty, Nat.”

“Thanks,” I mumble. I quickly walk by him. He turns his body, so I have to turn mine and my breasts

brush his stomach.

He lets out a small groan. Where the fuck is my mother?

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