I Swear I Still Hate Him (Atlas Lawson) novel Chapter 57

Chapter 57

Chapter 57

Emery’s POV

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Who would’ve thought I’d end the night like this…Tangled in bed with Atlas Lawson.

But here I was, my lips smashed against his, our tongues moving in sync, hands everywhere, bodies rolling across his bed like we couldn’t get close enough.

The second we stepped into the apartment, he didn’t waste a moment. As soon as the door shut behind us, he grabbed me, kissed me hard, and backed me against the wall like he couldn’t breathe without me.

We didn’t even make it to his room before my sweatshirt came off, tossed somewhere in the hallway, I think? I barely remembered. Everything was heat and hands and him.

My heart was pounding like crazy.

My skin burned everywhere he touched.

I needed him. Not just want. Need.

But then, suddenly, he stopped.

His lips pulled away from mine, just enough for me to catch my breath. He looked at me…really looked, and his eyes were darker now, full of something deep and intense. He didn’t move. Didn’t reach for me. Just stood there, staring like he was waiting.

Waiting for a sign… Maybe A nod or a single word. Something that said: I’m ready.

And I was.

I gave him a soft smile, my fingers finding his jaw as I leaned in, pressing a kiss to his lips. Slow. Sure.

That was all he needed.

He let out a deep groan, one that rumbled in his chest, and suddenly his hands were on me again. This time faster. More urgent. He undressed me like he was memorizing every second, his eyes locked on mine like I was the only thing that mattered.

And when the last piece of clothing dropped there, I was lying completely naked. Slowly, I watched as his eyes took me in, and then his finger moved, tracing every inch of my body, stopping right at my nipple, and ever so lightly, he traced them, watching as they hardened under his touch.

Fuck…he had barely started, and here I was getting more soaked.

His lips found my neck, slow, warm, sending a sharp shiver straight down my spine. I felt his mouth linger there, his breath fanning over my skin in a way that made my knees weak.

“I’m gonna leave marks…” he murmured, voice low and rough against my neck. “But don’t worry… them where no one can see. Our little secret.”

I’ll keep

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Before I could even react, his mouth traveled lower, slow kisses along my collarbone, warm breath fanning my skin until he reached the soft place just beneath my right breast. He lingered there, lips closing over my skin with just enough pressure to make my body shiver.

god, that was hot.

A quiet sound slipped out of me before I could stop it.

I bit my lip hard, trying to stay quiet, but he whispered, “Don’t. Let it out.”

Oh god…his voice. I moaned, unable to control myself, just hearing him say that was enough to lose my freaking mind. I could feel his smile on my skin, hands finding my legs as he spread further, and then he paused, taking a good look at me.

I mean, Atlas had seen me naked, but this felt more… intimate. My heart was pounding like crazy, and my cheeks flushed hard. Despite how hot and turned on I was, the annoying voice of self-doubt crept in.

What if he thought I looked weird?

What if he was comparing me to the other girls he’d been with?

What if I wasn’t enough?

Before I even realized it, my legs started inching closer together, like my body was trying to hide what my brain was screaming. And then I felt it…Atlas’s hand, soft but firm, gently stops me. Not forcing. Just holding. Reassuring.

“It’s okay if you think it’s weird,” I blurted before my brain could stop me.

He froze.

I froze.

Oh god…. Had I said that out loud?

My whole face went hot, probably tomato red. I scrambled to fix it. “I mean…like…people have different… shapes, I guess? And it’s totally normal, and I know that, but…”

Atlas cut me off with his mouth. Soft, steady, shutting down every dumb thought in my head. When he pulled back, his forehead rested against mine, his voice low and rough.

“You really have no idea how badly you affect me.”

His hand slid up my stomach, slow enough to make my breath shake. When he reached my left breast, his thumb brushed lightly, and a helpless sound escaped me. Then he cupped, kneading and fondling so slowly. Okay, I’m definitely losing my mind tonight. Cause WHAT THE HELL??

“Wanna know what I’m thinking?” he asked.

Oh, how sweet of you to ask me a question when your hand is practically making my brain lose its function.

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He chuckled lightly, almost like he could read my mind.

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“I’m thinking about how beautiful you look,” he whispered. “How much I want to feel you, shove my finger into that beautiful pussy of yours….See how much you can take in…watch you ride my hands..

Fuckkk…Atlas,” I moaned

His tongue drew on my neck as he continued, “I wanna see how good you take my dick…and fill your juice all over…fuck” he moaned, lips grazing my neck. “I can go all night…say all the dirty things I wanna do to you…”

His lips crashed into mine, rough and hungry, capturing my lower lip as he sucked hard. A shiver rolled down my spine, toes curling into the sheets. Then came the graze of his teeth, slow and teasing, and I swear my heart just gave up trying to beat normally.

“Don’t ever talk about yourself like that,” he said softly but firmly, his fingers brushing my cheek. “Not when you’re this incredible. Understand?”

I couldn’t even speak. My lips parted, but no words came out. My head felt light, spinning with heat and want and… him.

He pulled back just enough to see my face, his gaze pinning me in place like he could read every thought. My cheeks were flushed, breath shaky, and I bit down on my bottom lip to stop the sound building in my throat.

“Emery,” he said again, slower this time. “Answer me.”

My eyes fluttered shut for a second. Then I nodded. “Y… yes.”

He smirked, ohhh that smirk, and leaned closer, brushing his nose against mine.

“Good girl,” he whispered. “Now I’m gonna reward you a little.”

His hand moved, eyes locked with mine, and my breath hitched. My heart was pounding so loud I swore it echoed in the room. Every part of me ached-desperate, restless, practically buzzing-just waiting for his

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