Blythe's P.O.V.
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"Listen, I have tests here. How about you take one? Just for peace of mind, ya know?"
Peace of mind... yeah right.
I nodded to Nova, because... what else could I say? I felt like I was on autopilot. Nova had pulled a test out of the cabinet and explained to me what to do, but I was barely hearing her.
"Bly....?" She asked gently.
I shook my head, trying and failing to shake the daze, and looked up at her.
"Huh?" I asked, feeling stupid.
Nova gave me a strained look.
"Alright, stand up, drop your panties," she ordered.
And I did. Because I had to take a pregnancy test. For peace of mind. Who's? I'm not sure. Certainly not mine.
Willow lifted the lid of the toilet seat for me and Nova opened the test stick. She grabbed my hand and placed the stick in my palm. I looked down at it like it was a bomb. My heart was beating so loudly that it was thumping through my ears.
"Pee on it," Nova again ordered me. And again, I did what she said.
I peed on the stick right in front of all the girls that were waiting in the hall. I didn't look at any of them. All I could do was stare at the ground as my mind ran a mile a minute. Nova, bless her heart, grabbed toilet paper to take the stick from my hand. She set in on the counter over more toilet paper and washed her hands. The other girls tried to come back, but Coco told them to stay put, so the guys didn't get suspicious.
"It only takes a couple of minutes," Nova told me as I sat down on the toilet seat.
"It's going to be okay, Bly," Willow assured me.
Okay? Okay??? It was only going to be okay if that test comes back negative!
"I think I might be sick again," I muttered, feeling nauseous all over again.
"Good thing we're in the bathroom already," Aria tried to lighten the mood.
I didn't even look up at them. I couldn't. My mind was swirling. All I kept thinking about was that this test had better be negative. It has to be.
"Two more minutes, and we'll know," Coco told me, trying to sound positive. Positive. Like this was all totally okay. Maybe for them, but not me. I'm not in any kind of shape to be a mother!
"Uh, actually... I don't think we need any more time," Nova said, staring at my pee stick.
That got my attention. My head snapped up to look at her. She was still looking at the test, biting her bottom lip. I have no idea what that look means. Is it a good sign? A bad one? Maybe the test is bad or something?
"But they take five minutes to show," Coco replied, confused.
"Yeah, usually..." Nova mumbled, her eyes flickering to me. "Unless you're so pregnant that it shows up right away..."
My eyes went wide at her implication. I jumped to my feet and snatched the test off the counter. My breath caught as I looked down at the little screen thingy. And there it was. A plus sign staring back at me. Proof that I am indeed fu.cking pregnant.
How did this happen? Fu.ck, I know how it happened. None of us have been careful at all. I even thought about it and then pushed the thought right out of my head. Like if I didn't think about it, I couldn't possibly get pregnant. How stupid could I be?
But when did it happen? I can't even remember when my last period was. Did this happen that first night with Dragon and Karma? Fu.ck! It could be literally any other night! I've been screwing all five of them on a daily basis! Oh my god... what if it's Evander's? Would that pi.ss CG off even more? Would that cement Evander's place in the club again? Would they all be angry that he was the one to knock me up after everything he did? How are they even going to feel about this? Are they going to freak out? Do they even want this?
I should have asked more questions about our relationship and what they wanted our future to be when I had the chance. I know they said they wanted me, but... There are six of us. I thought we'd have time to hash out the smaller details later. I thought we'd have time to figure everything out between us, find a rhythm, get a flow going. I mean, I didn't expect kids or to even talk about having them yet.
Dragon and my conversation suddenly came back to mind. He wanted kids with me. I'm not sure he really even cared what the others wanted. At least I know he'll be happy about this. But he might be the only one. And what if it's not his? Will he still be happy? And what about the others? Whoever this baby belongs to... will they be happy or angry? Will the rest of them be upset that it's not theirs?



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